~PiN~journey to the west II 채 현 빈

Welcome to my College

2009-11-03T00:04:00.001-08:00

hell yea this is my college!!!! check it up!

最忙的一个星期

2009-10-06T21:41:00.001-07:00

最忙的一个星期
已经准备好渡过最残酷的一个星期，回想起来还真的觉得终于渡过了。Biochem & Microbio 那么巧就在星期三星期五考，之后星期四有human anatomy quiz… 所以就要提前一个礼拜开始准备。。但有时要工作什么的，所以也没太多时间。。
整体来说，考到可能不是很好，但至少尽力了，现在只希望这个学期能顺利过关！

勇气

2009-09-09T20:48:00.000-07:00

我算是我“前室友“丘启正blog的忠实读者，刚刚看完他的最新作品超有感触。。长得越大，好像越多事情不敢做。。之后就可能越做越没有信心。。

小时候，可能就真的初生之续不怕虎，什么事都敢做，当别人挑战踢球时从来没输过。。甚至从角球，半场都进过球。。管他马来人印度人照杀不误。。

长大后，太多顾虑反而成了绊脚石。。。最近又找回小时候遗失的勇气。。有几个印度人自以为打羽毛球很厉害，时不时看不起别人。。听了之后受不了就跑去踢馆。。幸好在UB有经常打，所以埽了他们~ 爽~~

机场

2009-08-18T15:43:00.000-07:00

为了拿到这学期的奖学金，我”volunteer” 到机场迎接新生，在机场逗留了7个小时，看到了不同人物景物，有点像有部电影的男主角在机场带了几个月的场景。刚好我处在拿行李的部门。。几个小时都看到人们心高彩烈的表情。有些远距离的恋人终于见面了，女的还感动得不舍得放开男的。有些旅游回来了的孩子，焦虑的母亲终于放下心中大石。

印象最深刻的莫于一班军人从国外回来的时候，亲戚朋友都拿着字排，鲜花，像等待偶像到来的一群粉丝。军人出来的那一杀哪，全机场的人群给了足足三分钟的掌声！

我的人生字典里没有“战争”这个档案，也都不禁感触起来了。他们在战争随时爆发的国家待了几年，每天过着紧绷的生活，就算家里人有什么事情也不能回来。这次终于安安全全的回到家了。当然值得受到英雄般的对待。看着一些军人抱着刚出生的宝宝，顿时出现了慈父般的脸孔，有些见到男朋友回来了情不自禁哭了出来。年老的父母看到自己儿子逃过死神的手掌，三个人还没说到话就抱头大哭。

机场，是一个感伤的地方，也是个追忆的地方，　是个舍不得放手的地方，也是个充满期待的地方。。

Sweet Rain 死神的精度

2009-08-12T18:12:00.000-07:00

死神的精度

某天看见朋友的部落各，经他介绍便看了这部电影。还真的是非常有意思的一套戏，至少比起那些巴拉的剧情唯美，有深度多了。好久没看到一部优美的电影。。剧情过程是比较慢吞吞，没有所谓爱情和激情，也没有打斗，简单来说是非主流的剧情，但非常有意思。所以不是每个人能接受的。。但我非常推荐这一部!

雨，通片都是雨，本片对雨的描绘中有7成给我留下了深刻的印象。金城武贵为片中主角和雨还真有缘分。我从网上找了一些资料，如下:

，“雨”在日本人的心中应该是丰润、生命的象征。这与伴随死神登场的感觉产生了“矛盾" 另外，原著的题目中并没有“Sweet”（日文片名为《Sweet Rain~死神的精度》）一词，而电影的片名却将“Sweet”与“死”融合在了一起。本片中的“雨”应该是表达一种不可言语的感觉，伊坂幸太郎小说不断被拍成电影，继《鸭子和野鸭子的投币式自动存放柜》之后，《死神的精度》也成功地将小说影像化了。
还值得一提的是，影片对“雨”的技术处理非常地棒，从细雨到暴雨，雨滴落至地面再反跳起来的画面都经过了精确计算，丝毫不比在人物角色的塑造上花的功夫少。好象金城武本人也对丰富多彩的雨也感到了惊奇，香港、台湾电影中经常出现豪迈的雨（翻译到这里，我也不禁想起了港台偶像剧中常见的男女主角在消防车大雨中激吻的镜头们），恐怕习惯了那样的雨的金城武，在《死神的精度》中感到格外新鲜吧。从这个角度来讲的话，本片也许正好表现出日本电影的与众不同的地方吧。

也许，这次启用金城武担任影片的主角，也是经过详密的思考，故意制造出一种“矛盾”的感觉吧。金城已经六年没演日本电影了，老实说，他讲的日语有些可笑。但是，对日本人来说呢，这种不纯正的日语，以及金城武本人的气质，反倒是使影片中的死神充满着国籍不明的神秘色彩，不，死神本来就没有国籍之分。这是文字所不能表达的部分，而电影却很好地将这种世界观表达了出来。

接下来不说了，说了就没意思了，这部戏不但只是看看，还要想想导演要表达的是什么，才达到这部戏的宗旨。

有一句话非常有意思：“因为你看过很多死亡的瞬间，却没看到那些人是怎么生活的，所以你不懂何谓真正的一生。就是因为你不懂人生，才会说死亡并不特别。”

2009 Fall & Winter Guy Fashion

2009-08-08T17:59:00.001-07:00

Tommy

Tommy

Tommy

H&M

H&M

H&M

Gucci

Gucci

Gucci

Grigio Armani

Grigio Armani

Emporio Armani

Emporio Armani

Emporio Armani

Burberry

Burberry..like the jacket~

Burberry

Burberry

Burberry

Burberry

The only jacket from Boss that I like... the model is too ugly... -.-

Fashion show in Milan and Paris~

感动

2009-08-08T15:34:00.000-07:00

感动，可以很简单..区区一首歌，一段小影片就会让人心动... 当两首传遍大街小巷的好歌相遇时，又会发生什么样的火花呢？

touching + motivating video

2009-08-06T19:14:00.001-07:00

Recently I found out a video showoing stories about 4 successful person in Taiwan: Jay Chou, K.S Pua, Chien Ming Wang, and Yi Min Hsieh. They all are from diffrent area but making a great success now..

The most inspiring video for me is not about Jay Chou ( Suprising leh~ ) I prefer video of KS Pua. Many people may dunno who is he...well he is a Malaysian who used to live in Sekinchan, and he created the first USB pendrive in the world.

JUST WATCH IT!!!

THIS IS THE PART SHOWING SEKINCHAN!!!!! 适耕庄人的光荣，还可以看到我叔叔的店！！

and this is the video about Jay CHou :p

Bro's Wedding~

2009-07-22T20:58:00.000-07:00

Dessert

Dinner! New York Stake!

our friend wen, seems to be the most lenglui besides Ai!~

cute candy with handmade origami

Fav pic of all~

dang dang~

With the couple~~!!

Changing wedding rings~

The Japan Princess aka Ai's grandma

Another Princess

马英九！！！ noticed my name above him XD

Cute cover book

the Bride~ Ming!

Ushering~

Went to Minneapolis for my brother Ming and Ai's wedding recently.. I have been known the wedding newbie for more than 3 years...

人生果然就像一场戏。。
一路看着他和前一任女友分手到现在的嫂子，时间觉得真的好快。。怎么那么快就看到自己的好友结婚。。

小时候都是去爸妈朋友或其他成人的婚礼，总觉得结婚对我来说是很遥远的事情。。开始见到铭是在KOrean Class,当时还是和前任女友一起，之后就是当铭分手痛苦的时候，陪他买醉了几天，到认识现在可爱的日本嫂子。

这也是物品提早从纽约回来的原因。他们已在台湾日本办了两场婚礼，现在是最后一场了。。不过当天看了名单有点吓倒。马英九也到了他们的婚礼！！铭的家族还算有头有面，爱的来头更不小。爱的外婆是日本公主，
严格来说她也算是王族。

作兄弟的当然不只是去喝喜酒。。当天就帮忙做Usher~照片时间！

十年前......十年後

2009-07-17T10:13:00.000-07:00

父母

十年前我們是父母的孩子；十年後我們是孩子的父母

十年前我不知道家的溫馨；十年後我才體會家的溫暖

十年前我渴望離家去遠方；十年後我渴望從遠方回家

十年前我對父母大吵大嚷；十年後我希望父母再罵我

生活

十年前我騎著自行車，吹著歡快的口哨，走在回家的路上

十年後我開著私家車，接著不斷的電話，走在應酬的路上

十年前我渴望坐一次飛機，十年後我最害怕的就是坐飛機

十年前我踢完球，走過咖啡屋窗前，希望女生對面的男生是我

十年後我望見咖啡屋外走過那剛踢過球的孩子，希望我是其中一個

十年前我渴望住進五星飯店，十年後我住進五星飯店，卻想回家

十年前我們被父母和老師逼到課桌前，認真聽講；十年後我想再次聽講，卻已找不到課桌

十年前我鄙視飯店門前的酒鬼，發誓一輩子也不喝酒；十年後我就是飯店門前的那個酒鬼

十年前我渴望有朝一日坐上自己的私家車，不再走路；十年後我渴望走路，不再開私家車

十年前我希望顯露出的是成熟；十年後我去美容，希望青春永駐

十年前我頓頓想著大魚大肉；十年後我餐餐只想著吃青菜

工作

十年前我們四處尋找公用電話；十年後我們有了手機，依然四處奔波

十年前我月薪的目標是10,000；十年後我月薪50,000元，依然無法快樂

十年前200元我可以花用一個月；十年後200元我只能吃一頓飯

十年前我們穿著統一的校服，樸素中透出的是陽光般的燦爛

十年後我們穿著名牌的服裝，華貴中流露出的是淡淡的憂鬱

十年前我最怕的就是批評；十年後我最難得的卻是批評

十年前我們可以蓬頭垢面，滿臉汗漬的去上課

十年後我們必須衣冠楚楚，面帶微笑的去上班

十年前我痛恨腐敗；十年後我腐敗了

感念

十年前我以為自己是一棵大樹；十年後才明白自己不過是一棵小草

十年前我唯一可以浪費的就是時間；十年後除了時間什麼我都可以浪費

十年前我們可以說青春無悔；十年後我們只能說青春不在 !

十年前我們可以遊戲人生；十年後我們卻處在人生的遊戲中

随缘

2009-07-10T19:22:00.000-07:00

最近真的还向发生太多事情了。。。一时间也接受不了那么多。。也感觉麻木了。。

summer= cooking period？？

2009-06-29T19:17:00.000-07:00

还剩下一包茶叶蛋的酱料所以就在太无聊的时候煮掉了...几个小时后整间屋子充满了茶叶味，真的好像IOI 从McD 入门口进去时的味道..原来要想念puchong多煮茶叶蛋就行了..

今天又大显身手住了几道菜，忽然觉得summer就像再过家庭主“父”+退休的日子... 每天净煮煮喝喝，但这种日子就快过玩了。。

summer class is here!!!!!!!!!! perhaps its a good thing for me... MORE MEANINGFUL LIFE!

fargo~

2009-06-27T22:35:00.000-07:00

中午时无端端下起冰雹,之后的10分钟太阳却大的不像话..看来fargo就像女人那么抓摸不定~ 回来了那么久，终于没那么恍恍惚惚，但又见到一些不太熟的朋友就非常尴尬了..不知道要从何说起，最无奈的应该是忘了对方名字，但对方却叫住你吧..。看来除了对新朋友要做做功课，老朋友也是如此。。

工作工作！要拼命趁还没开学多赚一点！

晴天

2009-06-27T22:31:00.000-07:00

故事的小黄花, 从出生的那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千, 随记忆一直晃到现在

他和她是童年玩伴，也是邻居。小学6年纪那年，女孩搬家了。离别那天，男孩怅惘的目送女孩背影，在眼中打转的泪水，终于沿着丰满的脸颊滑落下来。模糊泪影中，女孩从车窗伸出半个身子，用力向他挥着手。。
女孩离开前，告诉男孩：“我们一定要再见面，一言为定。她用力地用尾指勾了勾他的尾指，然后把一罐相思豆交给他。要男孩好好收藏。
女孩离开后，两人也失去联络。但男孩从没忘记过他..

吹着前奏望着天空的我想起花瓣试着掉落

4 年后，男孩参加了高中生活营，他在那儿重遇女孩，是命运的安排吗？“我们终于见面了！你好吗？”女孩再次出现在男孩眼里，尽管样音变了好多，但依然是他熟悉的青梅竹马，男孩开心不已。两人聊得好不痛快，临别还互相留得电话。已钻进车了得女孩忽然想到什么，快步的追向另一个方向的男孩，叫道：“你还收着相思豆吗？”男孩听到女孩声音，惊讶得转了身，点了点头。女孩微红的脸，漾起了甜美笑容。男孩看得有点傻了，永远也不会忘了那女孩当时的笑容。

为你翘课的那一天, 花落的那一天,
教室的那一间, 我怎么看不见,
消失的下雨天, 我好想再淋一遍

假期结束后，男孩回校上课，意外的是，女孩竟然转到他的学校上课。缘分第二张牌，就放在他们身上。“我爸公司把他调回来，所以我们又搬回来住了”女孩的话让男孩兴奋不已，男孩在终于等到了那一天。
“相思豆..我想看一看。”女孩才说完，男孩就急着回家拿。女孩不愿他逃课，拉着他的手。男孩说：“那相思豆等了它的主人4 年了。”看着男孩飞奔的背影，女孩笑了…心里有种甜甜的感觉。
从此以后，男孩和女孩总在学校形影不离，他们有谈不完的心事，聊不完的话题。大家都说他们谈恋爱了，他们只是一笑置之。无论男孩对女孩，还是女孩对男孩..。都是重要的。在一个清凉的下午，他们一起读着《七里香》那一首诗，男孩不禁牵起女孩的小手。。。

每想到失去勇气我还留着,
好想再问一遍,
你会等待还是离开

男孩终于将心意写在信封里，藏在一束黄蔷薇，趁情人节时送给女孩。女孩早洞悉其心意，但接到花时还是觉得忽然。
“我…需要时间.”女孩呐呐地说。 “可以，我一定会等你的。”男孩坚定地说，虽然心中还是有点忐忑。两人依然保持友好关系，但男孩更渴望女孩会给他一个肯定的回复。

刮风这天, 我试过握着你手,
但偏偏,雨渐渐, 大到我看你不见

不久，女生约了男孩一块吃饭。男孩兴高彩烈的，带着一束黄蔷薇赴约去了。到达餐厅时，发现女孩身边多了一个人。。“斌，我想要你认识杰。我们刚在一起，所以我想要你是的一个知道的人。。”他的心，在那一杀那裂成碎片，完全没听进女孩接下来说的任何一句话。杰是他认识多年的好兄弟！但杰因为学业已移民好久了。男孩也不想知道他们怎么样认识。。只觉得一切太忽然了！好不容易结束了晚餐，女孩慢慢走出他的模糊了的视线范围。泪，终于沿着他瘦削的脸颊无声的坠下。

还要多久, 我才能在你身边,
等到放晴的那天, 也许我会比较好一点..

男孩强逼自己抽身，但对于女孩的爱。。从来不曾任何因素改变。他尝试祝福他们。然而内心深处，他依然盼望有一天能等到女孩。

从前从前,有个人爱你很久, 但偏偏,风渐渐,把距离吹得好远,
好不容易,又能再多爱一天, 但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜

男孩也女孩渐渐疏远，男孩心痛不已，奈何没有立场计较。他没怪杰，因为杰毫不知情，而女孩也不是无情之人，为自己辜负男孩的深情，而愧疚不已。
两人过后各奔东西追求自己的梦想。男孩决定抛开一切到美国深造。他偶尔听到女孩的消息，知道杰让她非常幸福，自己也觉得很放心。他只希望女孩时时快乐幸福，那就已经够了。

七里香的约定

2009-06-27T22:28:00.000-07:00

我匆匆从美国赶回来，一路上不断的祈祷，希望来得及见杰的最后一面。
“杰！”
打开他的房门，那个我朝思暮想的希正伏在斌的身旁哭泣。此时的杰，脸上毫无血色，苍白得令人心酸。
“斌，你回来了。我。。我好。。。”
我冲上前握住悬在半空的手，他衰弱的让我心痛。我的眼泪不禁开始涌现。
“斌`。。回来就好。。希。。就交给你了。。“他的手，就在这一刻自我手中滑落。他，年纪轻轻，因为血癌就这样走了。没有眼泪，没有遗憾。他走得安详。
是巧合还是冥冥中的安排？杰的墓旁，竟然有一颗青翠的七里香。杰下葬的时候，天空忽然吹过一阵微风，树上那点点带着浓香的白色花瓣随风飘落，纷飞于空中，画面其美动人；仿佛为了送杰最后一程．望着凋零的花瓣，我不禁想起和希一起读过席慕容的那首诗――《七里香》
“斌，这是杰留给你的信。”希憔悴得让我好心痛。短短三年没见，希因为杰的病而瘦了一圈。　“希，将来打算怎么样？”“杰已不再了，我也没必要留下来，不是吗？”
“就算你没和杰在一起，你也是可以留下来啊！还是。。你不想见到我？” “我当然想见你！可是我们还有可能吗？一看到你会让我想起杰，而且当初已经对不起你一次了。。”眼泪自她眼角滑落，我虽然难受，但却没有为她试去眼角的泪，因为那时杰的权利。
杰的离去，让她选择自己命运的勇气。她变坚强了，但是我不想她离开我。多年来在国外的我还是无时无刻想着她。。
“希，我们真的没机会吗？”握住她的手，我眼里满是哀伤。她轻轻将我手抽离，我的心再一次被掏空。“我和你还有缘分吗？”她茫然地问我。
“为什么没有！到现在我一直都收藏你的相思豆。我相信杰会祝福我们的！” 摇摇头，她淡淡地说: “还有缘我们一定会在一起。。”
不！你一定会躲开我的！我的心在呐喊，我太了解她了。。
我们之间陷入一片沉默。
“那么，我们来个约定。你还记得高中读过的《七里香》吗？ ”她扬起一抹微笑 “如果有一天，我们听到七里香的旋律，我就和你在一起。”
七里香的旋律？！七里香怎么可能会有旋律！ “我不明白什么是七里香的旋律。”她只是微笑，没打算给我解释，只说：“我也不知道旋律会是怎么样，也许我们一辈子也不会听见。”

站立于微风中的她，让我觉得她离我好远好远。我想，我们这辈子别说在一起，见面都可能是奢侈的请求。七里香的旋律，只不过是拒绝我的藉口。
从她的眼里中，看见她坚决要走的意念。“就算我说我爱你，你也要走？”我从口中迫出这句话。
凝视我良久，她才缓缓开口：“再见了，斌”
没有犹豫，没有挽回的余地，她就这样离开了我的生命。
我孤单的回到老地方,昔日的欢笑声已被冷清取代。坐在书作上，我打开杰写给我的信。信中杰猜中了希会离开我，希望我能解开她的心结，让她接受我。　我的眼泪不禁落下，我还能和她在一起吗？她根本没给我解开心结的机会。也许，是时候让我们三人的故事画上句号。杰的祝福，我心领了。对于希，一切随缘。。。
时光流逝，一转眼过了3年。那还不及萌芽就消失的初恋，让我的心从此不再悸动。我始终听不见希说的旋律。我的爱仿佛和杰一起沉眠在黄土里。走在昔日熟悉的街道，我不曾和她相见。她此刻身在何方？也许我们一辈子不会在相见。。。
我还以会爱情离开我的时候，我竟然听着周杰伦深情的演绎着《七里香》！我觉得这首歌仿佛为我和希而写的，也许她也没料到吧！这一次，我再也不会再失去你的！！
像着了魔似的，我飞奔到杰的墓前。只因我有强烈的预感，希会在那儿，她就在那里！也许，杰的祝福没有白费。。。
这是梦吗？我怕眼前的人儿，只是我梦里的幻影。她纤瘦的背影让我平静的心湖再次荡起，一颗心既期待又害怕。
“希。。”呼唤她的名字，希望自己不是在做梦。她的身子，明显的撼了一下。她缓缓转过身，这一刻的等待，我知道是上天的安排。
“斌？你。。”希脸上写满讶异。 “你什么都别说，希，我听见七里香的旋律了！”
眼泪自她眼角滑落。这次，我毫不犹豫为她抹去眼水，因为我知道她是我唯一的守候。 “我好想你。。“我紧紧地拥着她，不想再让她自我生命中溜走。

人生~

2009-06-27T22:19:00.000-07:00

人生怎得好短，有些人说走就走..也不知道何时是最后一次见面，可能明年，也可能明天...

有点郁闷...竟然连大伯最后一面也看不到...想不到最后一次见面竟然是两年前...永远都不会忘记小时候带我们去的那间西餐店..虽然长大之后听说关了，也不知道怎么了，就好久没去，但还是忘不了第一次吃的味道..从前菜到甜点都是难以忘怀...

安息吧...我回到去会看看你的！

funny~

2009-06-17T11:41:00.000-07:00

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS

Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
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OFFICE ARITHMETIC

Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
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SHOPPING MATH

A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.
A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.
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GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
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HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
______________________________

LONGEVITY

Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
______________________________

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
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DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE

A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
_____________________________

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, 'You're next.' They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

bye buffalo!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-03T20:50:00.000-07:00

我还是属于需要用文字来表达内心的人..虽然有时口无遮掩的说了很多吓死人的话，但要我真正说出感性的话还是感觉有点怪。和女生说可能还好;但要两个大男人说感言觉有点肉麻了嘛。。做兄弟的凡是都是心里知道就好。。

当初孤身到Buf，还是不知有没有做错选择..但现在我可以很肯定我做了人生其中一个对的选择！... 第一个学期有2个nyc干姐姐，之后第二学期有一班兄弟, 还有什么比这样更好呢？
第一个热络的人就非雪乐莫属...她应该是最知道我的自己人吧，也是她让我爱上Tim Hortons.. 每次和她在一次心情就变好，什么稀奇古怪的问题都问过了，什么无厘头的事情也因她而起..有雪乐的地方就有快乐~

如果一切的回忆从羽毛球开始发展，那搬进76号的时候就是回忆最高潮! Kah Xiung 身位F4得老大,时时刻刻都罩着大家，有什么事情找他就没错, Chih Yong 就像家中的老妈，无时无刻都煲汤和补品，现在看来过着没有汤喝的日子了.. Jesper 就是家中煲饭小王子，也是我的roomie 更像我的中文老师，不是要夸自己人，但他算是快要绝种的好男人！

怀念打羽毛球的时候，虽然lyelin做不了Midwest的partner,但不小心变了喝tim hortons 的partner，也怀念bridge的时候，忘不了yuda的poker face~忘不了yun年纪轻轻切吓死人的论点~

当然不会忘记在 Eric家喝酒，在david 家唱K，wong 的猪脚醋，yanlian’s carrot cake, nasi lemak night, after final BBQ, 和 steamboat，也从中认识了triad 的lings (wei ling suet ling and yuet ling!)
& joyce, 天真的pei shan& panya , Alicia KEYS and etc….~lolx

想念着Jin Jin, red pepper, 王力宏地盘的点心，当然还有傻傻分不清楚的golden duck & golden wark..

感谢yuet ling 载我们到机场，感激kah xiung 和chih yong 赶来..当然还有自己人。。一切让我感动不已..也感谢老天让我在机上看了UB 和Niagara Falls 最后一眼!

很可惜没能和yan lian 吃梅菜扣肉，很可惜没去到camping,很可惜有一晚下了雨儿看不见niagara falls 的烟花，很可惜还没来得及对一些人离别就走了..但想想其实遗憾也是一种美丽 ^^

p/s: 感觉好像有点迟post 了，但有心不怕迟~不好意思..我知道还有很多人没被提到，但UB人多到吓死人..请见谅..有照片就有我们的回忆，没照片也会留下我们记忆。。。

Summer!!

2009-05-27T10:30:00.000-07:00

cute!!!

Like Initial D huh~

Long time didnt upload my blog... after finals just busy for packing and settle stuffs..
recently have time to travel around buffalo and state park~

this is not a beach...its a lake at Rochester actually... east side of great lake, where the west side is at duluth Minnesota, I just went there before I came to Buffalo...

最后一次..爱你

2009-04-30T19:17:00.000-07:00

一位已经死去的１７岁少女的刻骨铭心的爱情创作

没有人知道这个女孩的名字！

但是大家能确认的是这个女孩已经死了。

**********************************************************************************

有一对感情非常好的小情侣，双方家长都非常满意对方，准备大学毕业就结婚。

正当高三开学不久，学校体检检查出女生血蛋白有异常。

之后去医院检查，查出患上一种非常罕见的隐性皮肤病遗传病。

那种病越严重皮肤就越嫩，最后会因为皮肤太嫩承受不了肌肉和血管的压力而撑裂

虽然没得医，但男生和双方家长都要求女孩住院，就算没得医都要尽量活得长些。

当医生确定其生命小于一年的时候，女孩好像被恐惧笼罩着，把自己关在房间里不见别人。

而是日日都和男生和家人出去散散步看看日出日落

然后开始写日记，很努力的记录着过去的日子，当时间所剩无几的时候。

当女孩写到某一次和男生出街的时候，女孩发现笔下的文字绝大多都是自己和男生一起经历的事，男生已经成为自己不可缺少的一部分，于是女孩决定留份礼物给男生。

几个星期过了，曲做好词填好，就叫朋友当帮手录歌。

已经病入膏肓的女孩，喉咙和皮肤用大力都会出血，但都坚持要自己唱。

当歌录出来之后，女孩竟然要求安乐死，这时她早就打算好的想法。

当女孩将要离开人世时，女孩对男生说了一句话：

“再都见不到日出啦！不过我不怕，因为是你陪住我挨着。。。我爱你”

因为女孩最喜欢做的事情就是看日出，所以男生决定要走遍可以看到日出的地方，将每一个地方的日出都送给女孩。

2008年年头

男生在一次上山看日出的时候，失足堕山。

别人发现的时候尸体已经腐烂不堪，然而相片里面。。。

朝阳的霞红依然从满温馨。。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSOfDXfaJus

最后一次
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去但却不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你。。。

pool tournament

2009-04-23T21:00:00.000-07:00

人生第一次在撞球过五关斩六将，进到半决赛！感觉真的不错，尤其比‘师父’的排名更高，第一场遇到我的日本师父，能过关多少有一点运气成分。。之后干掉他妈的黑人感觉很的不错！
今天人生第一次开球就打进8号球，有点吓倒..哈哈哈哈

ajhhhhhh

2009-04-21T17:59:00.000-07:00

最近就像曼联的状态，14场不失球纪录后遭到二连败，我在破了有史以来最好考试状态后，只能和明天的physics节哀顺便..还没考已经可以说拜拜了，现在只能尽力考pass..

糟糕的是，用了5年的 Casio 570 计算机这个时候给我没电磁了！！！！现在非常无语。。。。

Crazy week

2009-04-17T12:54:00.000-07:00

4/6-4/13 was the craziest week ever for exam moment~!! 4 exams in 7 days, and that wasnt final...never had this situation except finals for semester. what to do besides suck it up?

but really didnt expect got 3As in 4 exams.. really unexpected especially chemistry and finance,I expected B for both but luckily i saw a 25 points ques for chem and i did it! Because of that ques I got 97% after curve.. anyway, stop showing off now..
I think place to study really kinda important..cant really study in my house already especially two blacks moved in..

not to be offence but I REALLY HATE BLACKS NOW! So far ALL the blacks roomate I had are dirty, lazy and never care about the house!

The weekand before exam starts i studied at friends house which i think fengshui for study is good :P hahah...got gold fishes and hamster company me.. so kinda study in relaxing mood... and i think that really one of the reason i did ok in exam..

kinda sad no more badminton goin on every friday especially midwest game is closer and closer, and we gonna practice bball and soccer as well..

cant wait the semester ends but i dont wana leave this place that soon!! erghhh

no more badminton!!

2009-04-15T21:17:00.000-07:00

Bday girl~

烧肉比赛！

上个星期体育馆前挂了一个notice说要进行维修到九月， that means I cant play badminton anymore!!! Every friday is the only day i can release all the stress completely!
what else could be better than soccer for an hour, then badminton and bball until 12am?! and after that the whole gang go for supper... although we dont have mamak here but still have have decent food and place that can hang out!

不知不觉只剩下不到两个月的时间，　有点越来越舍不得这里了，与其说是　Buffalo,　我是舍不得UB 的朋友，真的有家的感觉。。

星期六大家来个nasi lemak night + 朋友的生日。刚开始我以为真的只有nasi lemak, 之后出来却有烧肉，咖喱鸡，ｒｅｎｄａｎｇ羊，kangkung, balancan and ketupat!!

好久没试过２０多个人挤在一个小客厅，吃吃喝喝，哈拉整个晚上，又没有语言障碍或者需要翻译。。　一切尽在不言中．．．

不可思议的一天

2009-04-09T22:01:00.001-07:00

4/9 可是非常难忘的日子！早上醒来精神不太好，打开电脑，像平时一样 check mail, 发现忽然kean ho tagged 我在婉欣妹的照片里… 看一看我也在里面…
不对！！怎么可能？！！整个人吓醒了，有史以来见到最像我的人！真的好不可思议！赶紧打电话给她…
中午需要检查牙齿，赶紧上完课就飞到学校的诊所。不检查还好，检查后发现有智慧牙，最迟两年后需要开刀！而且不可能在美国做这个手术，大概至少 $1000!!! 无语+崩溃+ 发疯！上学期检查时都没事情，为何现在反而有呢？？
最神奇的是，其实找就知道会有问题，是一个人半年前预言，他那时就提醒我要检查右下边的牙齿..现在果然而且千真万确！不是迷信，也不是先家，更没有夸大… 这不是第一次，也不是最后一次。。
人的命运可能就是注定了，但我们因该都有一次机会去改造，所以才会有了凡四训的故事…
那人说的，很难听了就算，就是时时要注意,..真的不可以坐进红色车里，自己出事不打紧，别连累别人！！
ERIC对不起!!!

无语。。

2009-04-01T17:37:00.000-07:00

牙一咬就过！再忍一忍吧！！最近太衰了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

无题

2009-03-29T17:15:00.000-07:00

没有主题的文章，就没有主题的开始，
每当面临抉择的时候就不知所措，能想到皆大欢喜的方法是最好，但生活就没那么简单，有得必有失，
搞好一边，一定会失望另一方；
只想告诉你，我还是我，我还是这样。。。

New song

2009-03-22T21:03:00.000-07:00

Its Official Pitbull ft Chris Brown
Part of the Last- Ne-Yo
Its Official- Pitbull ft Chris Brown
Own Step- YV ft T-Pain
3 way Lve- laze ft Neyo
Breathing Underwater-Marie Digby

Lyelin suprise bday!

2009-03-22T20:31:00.000-07:00

Going to Union for the cake

SUPRISE!!

waiting patiently~

waiting for her -.-

getting ready~

beginning: going up to 10th Floor

the bday card

I decided to give lyelin a suprise bday...hehe...so after discussed with Sara, we setup everything kinda perfectly but things happened. Well, maybe its my fate, there must be some situations happened when i always tryin to suprise someone. Its never gonna be like in drama...but i think its a good experience though~

I suppose to get ready the ice cream cake and the candles once they done with classes, most of Malaysian are CE, so they are in the same class. But at the very last 30 second, OMG!! its too hard to put the candle in the ice cream cake!!! So kinda delay and she left -.-""

nvm, plan B! we all went to CE building where her sis office is there, about 12 of us went there with the cake while candles burning. We walked around at 10th floor but couldnt find her -.-" anyway, we met her brother in law..and decided to call her come down to main floor ( we cant celebrate in the lab, NO FOOD AND DRINKS allowed)

so after waiting for 5 minutes..she hasnt showed up..We gonna changed some new candles -.-"" for a few times..lolll

She eventually came down with a blur look... but she said still kinda suprise after she felt something weird is going to happen..lol

so after that we went to SU for the cake..end of story.. morale of the story:have to act 2 second faster before situations came out~

Spring break weekand!!

2009-03-22T20:01:00.000-07:00

drinking kaki

anchor bar~~

infront of lake effect

everyone after badminton~

Kah Xiong with his Super Swiss burger

Shake!!

Spring Break finally here... so since downtown is my territory, i brought friends from UB to visit around lor~

we were suppose to club after from anchor bar, but it was raining too heavily and lotsa clubs were closed...so plan B was go to Eric's crib to drink..haha and it was first time sara got drunk....haha

Chris came to Buffalo

2009-03-22T19:52:00.000-07:00

50 wings...super spicy@@ like sarawak pepper ><

at Buffalo Wings

Hard Rock@ Niagara

At Niagara Falls

A statue name David front of my school

Scorpion role

Wasabi-a Japanese restaurent with fancy atmosphere with cheap price!

My friend chris ee who I knew from Justin Soh came visit me... so bring him& friends around... dun have many pics on my camera..cuz I dont really need to take those pics again...lol

A weekand at Toronto

2009-03-22T19:40:00.001-07:00

dimsum!!!

凡是随缘

miss this ><

freedom to drink in Canada!!!! i mean legally..

konon laksa..not really similar

'tomyam' not really sour or spicy -.-

inside the streetcar~

weekand pass that can use unlimited for 2 ppl!!

guy performing in a really cold weather ><

Sara infront of the building~

Downtown toronto~

If craving for Chinese or Malaysian food, just go Toronto!!

some post from last time~

2009-03-22T18:52:00.000-07:00

Eric

Jesper Chyi Chin

Gary

my new partner~>Yun lol

Eli~ the only non Asian that hang out in badminton with us

triple gym

every friday i go to badminton at UB..here's some pics of it~

吃kfc的最高境界

2009-03-19T20:54:00.000-07:00

人啊！

2009-03-19T20:50:00.000-07:00

人啊！

沒錢的時候，養豬；
有錢的時候，養狗。

沒錢的時候，在家裡吃野菜；
有錢的時候，在酒店吃野菜。

沒錢的時候，在馬路上騎自行車；
有錢的時候，在客廳裡騎自行車。

沒錢的時候想結婚；
有錢的時候想離婚。

沒錢的時候老婆兼秘書；
有錢的時候秘書兼老婆。

沒錢的時候假裝有錢；
有錢的時候假裝沒錢。

人啊，都不講實話：

說股票是毒品，都在玩；
說金錢是罪惡，都在撈；

說美女是禍水，都想要；
說高處不勝寒，都在爬；

說煙酒傷身體，就不戒；
說天堂最美好，都不去!!!

當今社會，窮吃肉，富吃蝦，領導幹部吃王八；
男想高，女想瘦，狗穿衣裳人露肉；

過去把第一次留給丈夫；
現在把第一胎留給丈夫。

鄉下早晨雞叫人，
城裡晚上人叫雞；

舊社會戲子賣藝不賣身，
新社會演員賣身不賣藝。

人生是什麼?
只用了 4 4 個字 , 就把人生講完了 ....
所以人與人 , 有啥好計較的咧 ?
快樂好相處比較重要啦！

1 歲時出場亮相
10 歲時功課至上
20 歲時春心盪漾
30 歲時職場對抗
40 歲時身材發胖
50 歲時打打麻將
60 歲時老當益壯
70 歲時常常健忘
80 歲時搖搖晃晃
90 歲時迷失方向
100 歲時掛在牆上

祝大家愉快，好好做人

Songs recommanded!

2009-03-14T21:04:00.000-07:00

From now on i will post some songs that will be hit in the future...or some really nice songs

cant promise will put all on the playlist, but atleast can show the title/ infos

爱的宣言-大嘴巴( original from 青山黛玛 )
FYI- Utada
留在我身边そばにいるね-青山黛玛
Ex Player- Steven Hoang
I need a girl- Trey SongZ
Love- Ne-Yo
If you were my girlfriend- Frankie J
Can you keep a ecret- Omarion
Whipping My hair- Rihanna
Flight School- T-Pain, Kenya West
Enchanted- Usher
Nobody- Neyo
Waiting- Neyo
Snap your finger- T-pain lil wayne

stress

2009-03-12T17:00:00.001-07:00

LIFE IS STRESSSSSSSSSS.....

thats all i can say.... will write something once spring break begins..

三人遊

2009-02-22T08:53:00.000-08:00

三人遊

有些話妳選擇不對他說　妳說某種脆弱　我才感同身受
我永遠都願意當個聽眾　安慰妳的痛　保護著妳從始至終
就算妳的愛　屬於他了　就算妳的手　他還牽著
就算妳累了　我會在這

一人留　兩人憂　三人遊　悄悄的　遠遠的　或許捨不得
默默的　靜靜的　或許很值得　我還在某處守候著
說不定這也是一種　幸福的資格
至少我們中還有人能快樂　這樣就已足夠了

有些話我選擇保持沉默　別把實話說破　隱藏我的寂寞
妳的情緒依然把我牽動　躲在妳心中　角落的心事我能懂
就算妳的愛　屬於他了　就算妳的手　他還牽著
就算妳累了　我會在這

不知道　不知道　不知道　爲什麼　爲什麼　我的愛
我的懷抱留不住妳的離開　卻總在　等待著妳回來

一人留　兩人憂　三人遊　悄悄的　遠遠的　或許捨不得
默默的　靜靜的　或許很值得　我還在某處守候著
說不定這也是一種　得不到的　才美麗的
至少我們中還有人能快樂　這樣就已經夠了

2009~

2009-02-14T07:34:00.000-08:00

For some reason I couldnt post anything up here last week...and I know I've been lagging on post..sigh..what to do..too busy for this semester.. everyday just go to school,go back home for lunch, school again, dinner, homework and sleep... ><

However I still go to UB for badminton every friday...going there is feels like going back home...never have to be serious...no need to be tension or anything.. just chat and play..hahah..its a real me when I go there..

last night badminton was really fun... especially for single...hehaha
anyway..will upload some pic when i have time~

Happy Vday without valentine! lol

Get Tag '09!

2009-01-17T15:02:00.000-08:00

Tagged by ChinkZone~
1. Wey Yew
2. Wan Xin & KS
3. Duo Tong
4. Teresa Lee
5. Andrew Tan
6. Ada Wu
7. Melody
8. Veronica
9. E.J
10. Jamie

*who wana do tag then do la. lol

1. How do you know 1?
- Form 1 Classmate + Bball~

2. What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you?
- err…I don’t know..that might be interesting~hahaha

3. Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
- Definitely NO! One is hengdai another is Hengdai’s girl..haha

4. Do you think 7 is attractive?
-Hell yea!

5. Do you know anything about 8's family?
-Kinda forgot..hehehe..paiseh…

6. Tell me something about 9...
- A little girl that studying in Fargo and gonna exchange to Denmark soon

7. What language does 2 speak?
- mandarin, english & cantonese

8. Who is 3 going out with?
- Some Msian friends I guess…

9. How old is 4?
19?

10. When was the last time you talked to 5?
Talk?? If MSN talk maybe 2-3 weeks ago.haha

11. Who is 6's favourite singer?
- A lot..

12. Would you date 7?
- Hahah….If she say yes~LOL but dun think so

13. What is 9's last name?
- Tsai = to my Chua~

14. Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
- Im not gay -.-“

15. What school does 2 go to?
- Sunway Col

16. What do you like about 3?
- She is awesome! ;) Independent 

小时候的味道

2009-01-14T19:05:00.000-08:00

什么是小时候的味道？其实不过为kaya和牛油在面包上，喝一杯milo..不然就清蒸新鲜鱼丸，在加上一点点的番茄酱..b不然就roti canai 配上一些糖

好想念这些味道..在异乡好难找到kaya..更难找到新鲜的鱼丸..在马来西亚应该没有人会对nasi lemak..roti canai 或者laksa拍照。。但来到这儿的时候..当食物送到桌上时，每个人的反应就是那起相机拼命的拍，好像没吃过似的。。

在这次的周杰伦演唱会上二度感动..第一次是当他唱‘说好的幸福呢' 第二次是稻香，非常记得唱之前他说:"相信在座很多都是外地来的学生，能在这儿生活其实并不错，虽然会很想家，但为了梦想就要珍惜，这首歌是送给你们的.."

“
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠”

Happy 09!!

2009-01-14T18:42:00.000-08:00

09 year!! Sorry for didnt update for a long time...i've been stayed at NYC for about 2 weeks after Jay concert...went to Boston and countdown at Times Square...

main reason i didnt update for a long time is becuz no internat connection..lots of things happened actually around these days...

first...i really suprised met Justin who is Puchong buddy at Boston!!! Small really really...and I really glad met some of his Malaysian friends as well...esp Chris! We were so ngam kee in everything actually ( it might sounds gay but i think u know what i mean...he is clever enough until i just need to say anything little bit then he will catch up...) hhahahhaa

i met lots of friends at NYC as well!! Adam's friend from Hong Kong,but they been here for years..met Fiqah and PJ at countdown...and a Brazalian girl as well.. I even met Jennifer from Fargo at Subway station..hahaha

well... one of the reason in NYC was food!! No matter dim sum or nasi lemak... ITS SO GOOD!!!! picture time~

oh ya..forgot to mention IT IS REALLY NICE TO BE A HARVARD STUDENT FOR A DAY!!

More pic on FB ;)

Jay CoNCert!!!

2008-12-22T18:58:00.000-08:00

Pic with Jay~~

Just pretending~

Fake Jay~~~!!!

Before~

梁平&雪瑞

黄金甲！

12.21~ nice number for Jay concert ~~ rain and snow were all the way from New York City to Connecticut, we were so worried that the concert will be canceled if the weather condition got worsen. haha..just realize i should write this post in chinese.. so here we go..

演唱会的地点其实在一个赌场，而且离纽约大约2个半小时，我一大早就得起来看到巴士站集合。到了那儿好有些时间，演唱会位子也已经固定了，所以我就和朋友去吃了免费赌馆buffet（其实只有21岁以上才能，但我们看起来好像大过21。。呵呵呵） btw..还是las vegas 的 buffet 最好吃！！！
在进场的时候，忽然看到一个熟悉的影子，哎哦！！！！周杰伦！！！仔细看清楚原来只是一个好像他的男生~
之前听说这个地方可以混进比较好的位子（我们买了最便宜的票，所以风水也没那么好咯，其实比其在马来西亚演唱会的位子好多了，只是如果有的选择当然区更好的风水嘛！）我就和一个美国女工作人员混了一下下~她说当演唱会开始时就会偷偷带我们到VIP的位子~~

我们在周杰伦一出场的时候就在138门票位子上，但不久后全部卖票的人都到场了！连那个工作人员都觉得不可思议~ 平时门票都不会卖得这么多，现在全部贵票都卖完了。。没办法就只好回去~）我隔壁坐了两位美国女生，所以就随便哈拉了一下，她们是从一个中国朋友认识他，也觉得他的歌很好听！

就像其他地方，杰伦表演钢琴，古筝，扯铃，吉他还有双节棍~~ 哈哈哈那么多的才艺表演，全部女孩子看得如痴如醉。。一个朋友之前对周杰伦还没什么感觉，看完之后就爱上他了！！！-.-"

嘉宾虽然还是南拳妈妈~但LARA好漂亮！！！！！！！！！！！！！真人果然比电视上漂亮！当然还有李连杰和周润发的video~ 这次拍了太多相片和video,而且我觉得放不完全部，所以就放了几张像样的~~其他的可以到我facebook~~

整场印象最深刻莫过于杰伦的纸自弹自唱说好的幸福..听了快哭了 ><

winter wonderland

2008-12-06T20:46:00.001-08:00

Sleigh bells ring are you listenin' in the lain snow is glistnin' a beautiful sight we're happy tonight
we're walking in a winter wonderland
Gone away is the blue bird, here to stay stay stay is the new bird he sings a love song as we go along
we're walking in a winter wonderland
in the meadow we can build a snowman and pretend that he is Parson Brown
he'll say "Are you married" we'll say "No man, but you can do the job when you're in town"
Later on, we'll conspire as we dream by the fire babe
we face unafraid all the plans that we made
we're walking in a winter wonder land

Later on, we'll perspire as we dream by the fire babe,
we'll face unafraid all the plans that we made, we're walking in a winter wonderland
face unafraid all the plans that we made, we're walking in a winter wonderland
face unafraid all the plans that we made, we're walking in a winter wonderland
face unafraid all the plans that we made, we're walking in a winter wonderland

Finals!!

2008-12-06T20:43:00.000-08:00

Final week is here and Im gonna die!!

How to study 10 chapters in 3 days? Plus 5 finals in 2 days??!!!!

Not gonna aim for A noww... got C for calculus and physics already very happy ><

but I hope can get A for Nutriotion and Marketing thou...

for management...thats depends on the professor...

Amithabah!

Important day for POOL life~

2008-12-02T19:11:00.000-08:00

If wana say a specific day I start playing pool frequently, I would say it was this summer. There is a pool table in Ada's dorm, so it was our time for fun, and its free!

After came here and there is a game room where can play pool for free as well... so here I started to play everytime after class, and when I tired of study at library. So my pool life just about 3 months, not even 100 days... however, there are some friends who so good at it and share a lots of info and experiences to me...

I think humble is a really important manners, especially for us...Look at Yao ming, everyone shows respect to him and he is always humble even he knows he is one of the best center. There is one of my friends, he play some good pool, but his attitude is really a problem... no one likes that and those super good pool players always try to humiliate him...

anyway...back to me... my first round opponent was a girl named Becky, she has her own pool sticks, can I think she is one of the best player among girls... however I was just lucky. First game when I just left 3 balls, I just got 2 in by luck, and she accidentally scatched my ball and the ball went it. I just left the black 8 ball and game was over. Second game she made all the balls before me, but the white ball was in the hole...and I was lucky enough to finish all the balls after the ball in hand.

The best player (my friend too ) was lost at the second round, and his oppenent was my final oppenent. Just skip to final la..lol

the game was intense, it was our both first time finals...all the good players were out... I missed too many opportunities and lack of experiences, and it took almost 20 minutes for the first game. For me I dont have much pressure in the final, because I never thought about going to final..

My target every week is just going to second round, cuz most of the people there are far better than me, they playing pool for ages and Im just a newbie. The other guy, Sam looked more nervous than me. I still lost the first game cuz i missed the 8 ball for a inch!!

Second game took longer time. We made lots of unncessary mistakes. When Sam finished his ball I just have 4 balls left. I gonna use those 4 balls to block his shot. My strategy worked, before this game I never use any strategies on any games. Cuz I dunno how to control the ball, anyway...My time to hit the 8 ball after went in all the 4 balls..and right now is the moment again, basically if i cant get the ball in i will lost..and indeed, I just missed the angle and the ball stopped right front the hole@@!!

Anyway..it was a good game!!!! Glad I made it to final!! A great experiences for me before stressful finals!!

《说好的年终呢》

2008-12-01T07:21:00.001-08:00

《说好的年终呢》

词：不是方文山

曲：还是周杰伦

你的回话颤抖着在这个时刻

我想起被拖吊的破车零件散落了

客户莫名的鬼扯我还卖命呢

而你摇摇晃晃闷酒喝资金烧完了

青春没了老了人生面临选择你穷了倒了我惨了

离职时的不快乐你用废纸手写着有些钱只给到这真的没了

怎么了你哭了说好的年终呢

我懂了不给了钱没了心死了

资遣与不资遣一一细数着你再不舍

那些加班的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不给了说好的年终呢

我认了明白了放弃了再见了

只是银行的信用卡债循环着要怎么付呢

你的回话颤抖着在这个时刻

我想起被拖吊的破车零件散落了

客户莫名的鬼扯我还卖命呢

而你摇摇晃晃闷酒喝资金烧完了

青春没了老了人生面临选择你穷了倒了我惨了

离职时的不快乐你用废纸手写着有些钱只给到这真的没了

怎么了你哭了说好的年终呢

我懂了不给了钱没了心死了

景气与不景气一一细数着你再不撤

那些分红的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不给了说好的年终呢

我认了明白了放弃了再见了

只是银行的信用卡债循环着要怎么付呢

怎么了你哭了说好的年终呢

我懂了不给了钱没了心死了我都还记得

你不给了说好的年终呢

我认了明白了放弃了再见了

只是银行的信用卡债循环着要怎么付呢

Black Friday shopping~!!

2008-11-29T08:25:00.000-08:00

Well...gonna explain why this friday is black first....

Black Friday is the Friday after Thanksgiving in the United States, where it is the beginning of the traditional Christmas shopping season. Because Thanksgiving falls on the fourth Thursday in November in the United States, Black Friday occurs between the 23rd and the 29th of November.

Black Friday is not an official holiday, but many employees have the day off, which increases the number of potential shoppers. Retailers often decorate for the Christmas season weeks beforehand. Many retailers open very early (typically 5 am or even earlier) and offer doorbuster deals and loss leaders to draw people to their stores. Although Black Friday, as the first shopping day after Thanksgiving, has served as the unofficial beginning of the Christmas season at least since the start of the modern Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade in 1924, the term "Black Friday" has been traced back only to the 1960s.

The term "Black Friday" originated in Philadelphia in reference to the heavy traffic on that day.More recently, merchants and the media have used it instead to refer to the beginning of the period in which retailers are in the black (i.e., turning a profit).

The news media frequently refer to Black Friday as the busiest retail shopping day of the year, but this is not always accurate. While it has been one of the busiest days in terms of customer traffic,in terms of actual sales volume The busiest retail shopping day of the year in the United States (in terms of both sales and customer traffic) usually has been the Saturday before Christmas.

so well.. last year I stayed up the whole night and waiting outside the mall at 3am... well, we are not crazy still, a lot of people already camping outside the mall a day before. How cheap can things be until so many people willing to wait?

I think its better take last year as example since this year didnt have huge sales. A HP laptop which usual price was $799 has been sold $499, Wii was $100 less than usual price.. most of the electric stuffs were atleast 40% off.
Last year i got a 7.2 camera for $70 which usually is $150 (thats y i went so early for that, all the cameras gone within a minute after the mall opoened)

This year not that many discounts and I dont have car to the mall, so just took the bus at 5am and reached the mall around 6.30am... I didnt expect any exclusive great deal when I reached cuz I knew its was too late for anything and I dont have anything I dying to get.

Anyway, this is what i got for this year...I think it was good deal too, well...you have no idea how much 'homework' I did before thanksgiving. All the stuffs I got so far are really great deal and atleast 50% discount and up.

A High Hop Converse canvas for $13 (usual price = $50) saved $37

A V-neck long sleeves shirt $10 ($25) Saved $15

And 1 sport shoes $30 ($70) Saved $40

Kenneth Cole Reaction 3.2 Oz $30 ($64) saved $34

Old Navy Bootcut jeans $15 ($35) saved $20

and some stuffs at bath and body for my cousin and things for my friends~

All the things I got was about $100 dollars together... while this stuffs I can use for more than a year. I still have some clothes and stuffs from last year. I bought 2 shoes because my shoes now are totally in bad shape ><

anyway~ im glad what I got for this year!

不罵粗話-黃明志 (獻給衛道人士)

2008-11-27T15:43:00.000-08:00

His latest song~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mdTqCQi5FLQ

不罵粗話

準備好了嗎黃明志又要唱歌了啊
這首歌我送給各位衛道人士因為這首歌不罵粗話

我代表基層文化到處亂罵
因為太多偽君子默默躲在社會掙扎
裝扮自己把自己弄得道貌岸然
我就不相信他不會躲在房間打水槍

他們粉飾太平喜歡把醜陋美化
喜歡講成語讓自己的罪惡合理化
上色情網站的時候偽君子說
這裡真的是世外桃源啊
真的是一波未平一波又起啊好濕/詩啊

我不會裝傻我不會講騙話
我要把基層的心聲傳達到每一個家
你打開電腦又看到黃明志罵粗話
粗話的背後你看到只是粗俗還是偉大

寫實派的精神我要發揚光大
因為你們的思想已經被假道德腐化
我一直寫你們一直罵我亂講話
所以這首歌你不會聽到我罵粗話

我不罵粗話我不要Latak 我改說
子宮陰莖睪丸陰囊
啊? 因為我要做明星偶像
所以我改變形象所以我沒有辦法

遇到太多思想家想發表意見
來我的blog留言卻匿名匿到睪丸不見
還有一個沒有睪丸的學人發表政見
我想問他什麼時候才去烏蘭巴托道歉

我不做英雄因為英雄好像不能大便
還要被幾千個老夫子指指點點
如果做狗雄可以用性器官發洩
我寧願把精蟲射在殺人犯那張臉

這世界真的太多人無陰囊
他們喜歡躲在暗地裡好像出神入化
在電腦前批判講到很有道理醬
結果寫的東西根本沒有幾個人鳥他

自己買色情DVD 還被兒子偷看
結果還怪我寫歌粗俗教壞你的小孩
Ok lah 這首歌不會聽到任何粗話
包括nenepok kukubird 還有大懶趴

我不罵粗話我不要Latak 我改說
子宮陰莖睪丸陰囊
啊? 因為我要做明星偶像
所以我改變形象所以我沒有辦法

我用我的辦法我說我想說的話
結果他們聽到的只是黃明志又罵粗話
我不會迷失方向我要讓道德淪喪
因為太多人偽裝在道德底下

我沒有變我就像你喜歡我說實話
但是實話千萬不能踩到你的尾巴
我唱真心話結果全部人都害怕
我被警察亂抓我還被社會撻伐
如果你希望我因為你批評而聽話
我會送你一句話去跟母狗性交一下

這些陰囊人滿口仁義道德
他們只是因為陽痿所以要靠文字抒發
我要用精蟲填滿他的嘴巴
然後用陰唇一開一合跟他們笑哈哈

我開始做偶像那掛我開始不罵粗話
我只用了科學名詞在跟你講話
誰說我沒有本事拋開粗話繼續揮灑
你看這首歌我根本沒有唱到雞掰懶趴

我不罵粗話我不要Latak 我改說
子宮陰莖睪丸陰囊
啊? 因為我要做明星偶像
所以我改變形象所以我沒有辦法

Everybody 跟我一起說子宮 (子宮)
陰莖 (陰莖).
子宮 (陰莖).

Heidi nun-chucking~ lol

2008-11-27T15:37:00.000-08:00

Thanksgiving!!!

2008-11-26T20:17:00.001-08:00

Thanksgiving i didnt really celebrate this year, cuz Im going to JAY CHOU concert at NYC!!!! what news can be more excited than that?!!!well..i should say this, Jay concert is near Xmas, so I decided use the money that I gonna to use at thanksgiving for it.... Black Friday Im not gonna get lots of things too even thou everything is super expensive...for example, the meat at the market today is super cheap!! Some of them are like 75% discount... so kinda happy to get those cheap things...

I know we have a week holiday now, and its not a problema at all to travel this time, but i choose not too~ kekkeke staying in the room is the best way to save money... so... save more money on later i think is ideal..

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!

差不多先生

2008-11-26T20:16:00.000-08:00

差不多先生
作詞：姚中仁　作曲：姚中仁　編曲：張震嶽

我抽著差不多的煙　又過了差不多的一天
時間差不多的閒　我花著差不多的錢
口味要差不多的鹹　做人要差不多的賤
活在差不多的邊緣　又是差不多的一年

一個差不多的台北市　有差不多的馬子
差不多又幹了幾次　用著差不多的姿勢
看著差不多的電視　吃著差不多的狗屎
寫著差不多的字　又發著差不多的誓

差不多的夜生活　又喝著差不多的酒
聽著差不多的音樂　喝醉差不多的糗
有著差不多的絕望　做著差不多的夢
穿著差不多的衣服　腦袋差不多的空

差不多的掛　我說著差不多抱怨的話
時間也差不多了　該回我那差不多的家
差不多的瞎　指鹿為馬　都差不多嘛
繼續吧　繼續瞎子摸象吧　有差嗎

我是差不多先生　我的差不多是天生
代表我很天真　也代表我是個賤人
這差不多的人生　這個問題艱深
差不多先生　我的差不多是天生
代表我很天真　也代表我是個賤人
這差不多的人生　總在見縫插針

差不多的反覆　總是差不多又義無反顧
差不多的感觸　總是差不多又愁雲慘霧
差不多的孤　差不多的獨
一條差不多的路　我吃著差不多的苦

我嗑著差不多的藥　又睡了一場差不多的覺
差不多的煩惱　差不多要把我逼瘋掉
差不多的　糟　差不多的　妙
差不多的　ㄋㄠ　又差不多的　屌

差不多的中國風　差不多要把耳朵蒙
歹戲拖棚　差不多要幫你送個鐘
差不多的歌手擺著差不多的烏龍
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網
差不多的麥克風唱差不多的呼嚨

都在哭窮　差不多都像個豬頭
偏偏我和他們差不多是豬朋狗友
撒　差不多的謊　虎爛差不多的強
罵人差不多的嗆　不然你要怎麼樣？

我是差不多先生　我的差不多是天生
代表我很天真　也代表我是個賤人
這差不多的人生　這個問題艱深
差不多先生　我的差不多是天生
代表我很天真　也代表我是個賤人
這差不多的人生　總在見縫插針

差不多的你　差不多的我
差不多的他　差不多的她
媽的差不多想發達
差不多打著哈哈　她罵著XX
嘎嘎烏拉拉　都差不多的咖
差不多先生　他像個笑話
有人又在叫罵
差不多要跳不起來　還是要跳　要吧
差不多像烏龜　讓烏龜烏龜翹吧
這差不多的人生　他妙嗎
差不多要力爭上游　想游到上游
差不多在心裡默念阿們還有佛陀　不能放牛
差不多的生活很街頭　再差一點你就變成街友
我唱了八十八個差不多　都差不多
差不多　先生不會在乎這麼多
日子應該怎麼過　差不多的2008應該怎麼豁
我是差不多先生　熱狗

我是差不多先生　我的差不多是天生
代表我很天真　也代表我是個賤人
這差不多的人生　這個問題艱深
差不多先生　我的差不多是天生
代表我很天真　也代表我是個賤人
這差不多的人生　總在見縫插針

~Grandma Night ~

2008-11-26T19:52:00.000-08:00

Bacon and asparagus~

dumpling with Fargo recipi~

Heidi helping out

Sun Young cooking

Duck!!! So yummy...miss it so so much~

Cookies from Heidi ~ before

Heidi made me~

3 of us~

Heidi playing Nunchuck in my room~haha

everyone!!!

We talked about this, well...the 'WE' here just means 3 of us, with Heidi and Sun Young, Sun Young is the korean girl from Hawaii while Heidi is the Korean white Mix local Buffalo girl...they are in the Chinese class as well! Heidi indeed a really sweetheart and adorable girl, and she is the first girl I met who is so enthusiastic into Chinese, and she is going to Beijing at Jan... gonna miss her :(

Anyway~~~~ so we gonna to this Grandma night since we found it so relaxing and healthy the other day, just chill, talked and watched some movies...and this time we gonna make a huge feast! I prepared 2 dishes, asparagus and bacon and fried dumpling Sun Young had the Korean 'pan mee' and noodles, while Heidi brought us some cookies to decorate

i should just showed the pic from now..i always belief pictures tell stories~ oh ya... we even got a Peking Duck from Asian Market... little story from here, when Heidi and Me walked in the shop, the duck aunty keep saying Heidi is so pretty and asking me lots of questions... she even thought we were in relationship since we look so match -.-"

Meaningful sentences from some songs, if you can figure all the songs.. good luck!

2008-11-22T21:37:00.000-08:00

怎么啦你还是忘了一起长大的约定和说好的幸福，我再也不是你喜欢会变出双结棍的魔术师，而沦落成唱着褐黑色幽默的小丑。如果时光机能回到过去，我一定试着抱你在怀里，如果还有一首歌的时间，那不会只是梦，分开了也不会那么痛。如果时间是一种解药，那我真的正服下毒药
看完了最长的电影，你安静说了对不起，还对我说这感觉已经不对，努力在了解，我才发现这幸福的锐变。。要我怎么接。看着那白色的蜻蜓，心里的雨倾盆的下，戒指静静躺在抽屉里哭泣..因为再说我爱你，可能雨也不会停。。

part 2 will be coming soon, as long as inspiration pop up again~lol

random~~

2008-11-09T18:52:00.000-08:00

So random these days... sleepless night... unlimited exams... so many things to do but STILL feel unproductive... DAMN! I think i missed something in my recent life, life is dull, no suprise and routine!

and... i didnt know that coming to NY will lost a lot of things, although Im not regret yet, but I cant stand no more when I miss those opportunities, life that back in Moorhead. First come first, MONEY!! damn... no money how to survive? Although i live exactly the same lifestyle as I did in Minnesota, but small jobs, those income that i earn in a semester was about 3000 dollars!! Its a huge diff and harsh life for me now to live withou that 3000 dollars..

SIghhh...live like a poor people since i came here... damn... after came here money issue become my biggest concern and always stress about >< account keep overdraft... sighhhhhhhhhh...and i really hate to call back and ask for money everytime >< feel so useless.....

anyway...went to Cheesecake factory one day, umm...after dunno how long didnt eat outside d... anyway, it was a good restaurent for cheesecake! lol

the other night went to bowling with a new friend Heidi, a korean American mix who learning chinese, it was super deal for bowling after certain hour for college students, it was kinda fun, too bad didnt take any pic~

'Changes has come to US!!! "

2008-11-04T21:27:00.000-08:00

这天终于到了，虽然今天早上已经听到风声说obama 会当选，连有些朋友都打算要如何庆祝了。。刚刚才听了两位候选人得知结果后的演说，不禁觉得。。美国就是不同，之所以强大，世界第一强国一点一不过为。。

McCain 虽然落败，但还是表现得绅士风度，就连支持者也是，就不会像有些国家还示威什么的，他们的态度就是那么好，我们华人还真得多多学习。。把国家放在第一位，理智的选者觉得队的总统，这点可能永远学不来吧。。

数据显示南部大部分的州属都被McCain拿下，证明黑人没因为Obama是黑人就投给他，北部白人虽多，但东北的州属全被Obama拿下，他们还真的没种族歧视阿~ 哪像我们情爱的马来西亚。。说来就悲哀哦。。

CNN还访问了Martin Lurther King 的女儿， 50 年，从Martin Lurter King的奋战到Obama当选，美国还一直都在改变。。但Malaysia呢？这50年变了什么？别说正副首相谈都别谈，也别和我说就没有华人没适合人选当首相。。
不是土著就不可以当首相，不是这个也不可以。。不是哪个也不可以。。领袖，不是应该最有资格，最适合人选才党的吗?

再来， Sarah Palin被爆家庭丑闻，女儿未成年就怀孕，但这并不代表他不是个好领袖，事发之后还是那么多美国人支持她，我们的蔡医生呢？被爆丑闻就被逼辞职。。真是同人不同命

今天晚上，除了两位领袖在Phonix 和Chicago 聚集了百万民众外。在纽约，Wall Street，洛杉矶，费城，华盛顿，白宫，到处都聚集了百万人。。大家都是热爱着各国家。。就连我这个非人民看了都感动，都觉得振奋人心！看来马来西亚还需要多多提高民族意识

不过，看来马来西亚好不到哪里去了。。。不是我没信心，只是彻底绝望了。。。

Halloween!!

2008-11-04T16:04:00.000-08:00

Kinda a busy day for me, after class then go back soome lunch/dinner than rush to UB for badminton, but at night gonna leave early and back for dress up... Well, dress like a cowboy, damn,,,forgot to take pic... anyway
went to a club kononnya very fun, but when arrived there with friends...wth.... so SMALL!!! but they didnt check any IDs for drinks!!! So enjoyed screwdrivers, cranberry vodka and forgot what d...and its pretty cheap! 3 bucks for a cup~~
anyway...when we almost wana go back, cuz 3 of my friends drunk already, there was a fight in the club, group fight some more... >< and 5 cops came within a minute..

what a halloween...

MOnday night was Cindy's bday, so we went to Cheesecake Factory for dinner, suppose to be high class...but this one in Buffalo...just middle class only , cuz i know the one at Beverly Hills you need to DRESS UP~!!!

anyway, food was amazing and the tiramisu cheesecake was the best cheesecake and most expensive cheesecake I had ever tried... $7 bucks for a slide... big SLIDE anyway...but this kind of cheesecake just can try once in decade...lol

tagged!!!

2008-11-01T11:03:00.001-07:00

1. 10 people to tag
[/]wey yew
[/]wan xin
[/]duo tong
[/]melody lee
[/]Andrew Tan
[/]Teresa Lee
[/] Ada Wu
[/] E.J
[/]Veronica
[/]Samantha

2. Six things I'm passionate about
[x] Man Utd
[x] traveling !
[x] Songs -Jay Chou!!
[x] Korean -.-“
[x] Chillex
[x] sports

3. Six things I say too often
[/] yo~
[/] wasup?
[/] lol
[/]hows life?
[/]omg
[/] damn

4. Six books I've read recently.
[x] if textbooks count…lol

5. Six songs I listen to again and again
[/]说好的幸福呢？
[/]七里香
[/]Epik High- Fan
[/]Epik High -1분1초
2. [/]Younha- Umbrella (btw, too many good songs!! And my ipod almost 24/7)

6. Six things I've learnt in the past
[x] No pain no gain
3. [x] don’t ask me this kind of question
[x] cuz we learn everyday
4. [x] this
5. [x] is
[x] LIFE~
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

1. The last person to tag you is?
Ching Yih

2. What relationship of you with him/her?
Dude that used to work together… unforgettable moments~lol

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
1. Man Utd fans as well
2. Like Jay songs as well
3. Work a lot
4. Like to sing
5. Meet lots of artists!!!

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you.
too many I guess..lol

5. The most memorable words that he/she said to you.
“Jay Chou new album!!”

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
err..we not gay

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
haha..dun think that day will come

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
we NOT GAY!!! We just like JAY!!!

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is....
meet Jay??muahhahaha

10. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
…….send him latest song that haven’t release in Malaysia?

11. The overall impression to he/her is..
cool guy ;)

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
ask them…

13. The character for you for yourself is?
typical…and extraordinary….i dunno la~~

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
ummm…ask me again when that happens

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
I am who I am

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them
thanks a bunch! it's an honour to have you all ... don't worry, i'l treat u d same XD

17. Ten people to tag:
[/] wanxin
[/] wey yew
[/] kar mun
[/]Duo tong
[/] Teresa Lee
[/]Jia En
[/]Melody Lee
[/]Ada Wu
[/]E.J
[/] Tina

18. who is number 3 having relationship with?
ummmm…ask her…hope she will say is me~hahahah..jkjk

19. Is number 2 a male or female?
male…but we could be female sometimes~ u know what I mean~~

20. If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
ummm..they are girls..

21. How about number 5 and number 8?
girls la

22. What is number 1 studying about?
ACCA! future accountant...fuyoH

23. When was the last you had a chat with them?
mostly within a week

24. Is number 4 single?
hahaha..maybe ;)

25. Say something about number 2
my best dude….good at bball…

Halloween!

2008-10-30T20:57:00.000-07:00

well...long time didnt blog again, Halloween is tomorrow and i hope i gonna be a cowboy this time!! last year was trying to but everything is so costly, but i have a fashion designer now and i can dress up without spending any money! except bought the cow boy hat~ hahaha

well, i went to UB last week for badminton! kinda touching when meet so many MALAYSIANS!! I really mean MANY, especially more than 10 guys at once, never met so many after came here...hahaha so tomorrow will also go for badminton again@

today is kinda special day, when at the school I just met ALL the kinda close friends no matter where i go...I kinda surprise actually, but its all good meeting them at Halloween-eve...hahahah and I met a girl called Heidi, she looks like Ay Fang!! Omg... i miss them so much..hope can go to perth some day ><

Bday

2008-10-24T07:55:00.000-07:00

Present! Nun-chuck~

Actually didnt do much for that week...lots of homeworks and exam..T-T
anyway, I got into pool tournament and beat some blacks~~ hahahah
Halloween is here~~

不能說的秘密『小雨和母親的疑點100%大解剖』

2008-10-23T18:15:00.000-07:00

首先我們可以先來了解立可白事件

小雨在最後一次回到1979年在桌上寫下了「我是小雨…」一串字
相信大家都看到了，在湘倫面前立可白字的出現是憑空的
這並不是什麼驚悚片！
事實上周董對時空概念的構思是非常深入且有意思的！

就是因為小雨是受到了未來的影響才回去寫這些字
在她寫這些字的前一秒裡，字是不存在的！
她每寫下一筆劃時，歷史才開始改變了
由於歷史的改變，湘倫所在的時代就受到的影響，所以那桌子就平白無故出現了字

所以小雨所在的時間，跟湘倫所在的時間只有年份是不一樣
時間是完全一致的，相差20年整

小雨因為在20年後受到刺激（看到湘倫的手鏈）後，馬上就彈琴回到過去
而之後在趕回現場的湘倫坐到了小雨的座位上（1999）
小雨回到過去後也到了座位上正打算寫下字（1979）
可想而知，兩人其實回教室的時間是差不多的！
也就是為什麼字是一筆一劃的出現，並且出現後馬上乾裂風化

下面我們就用這條「20年整規律」來分析討論關於小雨母親的問題
事實上小雨母親並沒有瘋！中年小雨也確實是存在的！
不明白道理請慢慢看完文章

其中只要一小個細節出錯就很容易被忽視或者誤解

=====================

小雨母親出現過四次（1999年）
第一次是小雨帶湘倫上天台，母親在屋裡看著
根據「20年整」的規律，那個時間在20年前，小雨穿越時空的秘密還沒人知道
湘倫的畫像還沒有畫，小雨也還沒死
所以那時（1999年的當天）首先小雨還活著！只是已經到中年，但是沒有湘倫的畫像
於是小雨母親看到的是一個陌生的男孩上了天台
重點是她「只看到一個人」（他看不到當時穿越時空而來的小雨）

也是這天，湘倫得知小雨有氣喘，所以他回去後就從他爸那了解到可以吃蘋果
於是開始為小雨帶蘋果，15天後還讓小雨知道了吃蘋果可以治氣喘
後來小雨又告訴了她媽（1979年）吃蘋果可以治病

於是第一次湘倫找小雨，在她家門口等不見人，然後看到她媽回來了，拿著一大堆蘋果
大家有想過為什麼嗎？這可不是巧合，這是蘋果事件引出的結果

因為湘倫讓小雨知道了蘋果可治病，小雨又讓1979的母親知道了蘋果可治病
所以20年後的母親「忽然」也知道了吃蘋果可以治病
就像立可白是「憑空」出現的道理一樣，因為過去的歷史被改變
而且那時還活著的中年小雨大概也有氣喘，所以她媽就去買了一大堆蘋果
神奇吧？這一小部分有這麼多的涵義

第二次湘倫去找小雨，這次按門鈴
母親出來，她說小雨氣喘退了學，在上面休息
根據「20年整」理論，小雨那時在20年前剛受了刺激回到家，然後找過老師說話，最終被眾人誤解
退了學在家休息，但還有畫畫，更沒死哦！
所以那時，在1999年湘倫第二次找上門時，中年的小雨還是存在的！
並且母親才會說「他早就退學了」

這也是為什麼湘倫離去時，會有人在窗裡望著呢？
那不是母親！你想想看，那個角度，絕對是在二樓吧？
而且母親才剛跟湘倫對話完，怎麼可能馬上上樓跑去窗子看湘倫？？
可以得出看湘倫離去的就是中年的小雨！

ps.只要小雨來到了1999年，中年小雨就不會出現在同一個時空（但是存在）
只能解釋為「外出」了，所以小雨回去後，中年小雨在1999年才會出現

然後是5個月後的畢業典禮，也就是立可白事件
在20年前受委屈被老師帶到學校的小雨，想起湘倫的約定又穿梭時空來到1999年
來參加1999年的畢業典禮！
因為一場誤會小雨再次回到過去，發生立可白事件後，小雨就死在20年前…

接下來是重點中的重點！小雨他母親其實並沒有瘋！

立可白事件過後，馬上是湘倫的第三次找上門，也就是母親的第四次登場
根據「20年整」規律，1999年的小雨家，在20年前的小雨死的那一刻後
對應的1999年的中年小雨也「忽然憑空」消失了（說明白點是死了）
跟立可白在1999年的出現是一樣的道理

由於20年前的當下小雨死在學校，而且附近沒多少人，所以她母親還沒馬上知道
於是湘倫在1999年找上門的時候，母親還是說小雨在樓上
因為1979的母親還不知道！所以1999的母親也還不知道！
本來中年小雨確實還在樓上！還活著的！
但因為年輕的小雨突然改變了歷史死亡，才會導致中年小雨的死亡

接下來從湘倫進了屋，到母親說出「這孩子又不知道去哪裡玩了」的那段時間裡
估計20年前的母親慢慢知道了小雨的死
於是她的記憶在湘倫進屋這段期間產生變化，這20年裡跟小雨一起生活的記憶便消失
最終她說出了「媽應該相信你」這話

了解了嗎？他母親並沒有瘋
只是因為年輕小雨不斷的改變歷史，導致他母親的記憶不斷被塗改
我認為以周董的個性，他不會用「母親是瘋子」這種環節來解釋這一切
從蘋果事件就可以了解，周董所鋪陳的前前後後應該都有他的原由

歡迎大家討論～

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至於結局，湘倫有沒有回到過去改變歷史？

我個人認為是有的
湘倫在生死邊緣快被砸成肉醬了，因此彈的非常快！
去到了更之前的過去
所以結局才會有，小雨似乎不認識湘倫的狀況

而且因為1999年以後舊琴房拆了
也因此第一眼所看到的琴譜的規則已經不適用！

照理說彈了「Secret」應該會先飛到未來，才能回到過去
到未來變成一個特殊的存在，然後彈的快才能再回到自己原本的時代
湘倫第一次在舊琴房彈「Secret」就回到過去
是因為20年後沒有可以容納湘倫的地方，舊琴房拆了

更何況，大家仔細想想！
小雨第一次在1979彈到1999時，有個東西跟他一起來到了1999
沒錯，就是「Secret」琴譜
但是，注意到了嗎？湘倫從頭到尾沒有看過琴譜
小雨沒給他看過就交給了他爸，他爸最後拿出來時，湘倫已經跑了
所以得出結論，琴譜上的規則對湘倫不適用！！因為他根本沒看過更沒拿過！

所以湘倫是真真確確的活到了過去！他不會像小雨那樣，只有一個人看的到他
也因此畢業照上會有湘倫小雨兩人的照片

這麼樣的話，就是一個穿梭時空的完美結局

關於另一個說法只是被鐵球砸死前的幻想，我認為不太可能
若是幻想應該會想的更美好，不應該是幻想成小雨不認識湘倫的狀態
而且還幻想到了畢業照？會不會太久遠

周杰倫曾經說：「希望每一個人都是笑著從電影院裡走出來的。」
因此我認為圓滿的結局也許是對的

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此篇參考網路上，並且自己重新做了總整理修正

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20071104補充內容-只在台論

我發現這篇文被許多網友到處分享，讓我非常感動
謝謝大家支持我的論點

我重看了一遍DVD
想要再一次解釋結局，雖然也許不會有人看到了

首先看原聲帶的曲目
原聲帶的曲目順序是依照電影的配樂出現順序
小雨第一次彈給湘倫聽的時候是彈快的，但電影切掉了
所以原聲帶先出現的Secret，反而是小雨第一次到未來彈的慢板
而後出現的Secret快板，則是湘倫最後彈的

這代表什麼？
這代表從頭到尾我們都沒聽過小雨彈的正宗Secret快板
而湘倫最後彈的是憑藉著記憶，注意！原聲帶上的曲名是「Secret(加長快板)」
也就是說，湘倫彈的Secret有變長，也許已經不同於小雨的快板
如果說小雨的原來照著琴譜彈Secret會跑20年整
而湘倫自己加長了，曲子變長又彈的特別快
也許真因為這原因，使他回到了更早之前的過去

再搭配他到不了未來，舊琴房拆了等等，他就只能活在過去
因此大家都看得見他，也算合理了
這樣解釋我自己覺得比我上面講的要好一些

另外我還發現一個無聊的事情
小雨最後一次在1999彈回到過去時，有在舊琴上滴下一滴眼淚
而湘倫第一次也是最後一次彈Secret回到過去時，則是在舊琴上滴下一滴血
如果是同一個琴鍵，那就神奇了

Corn Maze and Apple Picking~

2008-10-21T08:59:00.000-07:00

Pumpkins!!

Maze Fortune

MIch and Candice

Bill trying to scare me~

This Kid!!! So cute!!

Corn Maze

Turkeys~smells like chics~ ><

Compare the apple @@

First time experience to look at real apple tree!

Super-siza 'apple'

We,(with Michelle and Candice) went to these place one of the Sunday with the Catholic Chruch people...well, I kinda like this church beczu they never force and brain wash anyone to become his member, everything is all up to you~
most importantly, they having dinner for free every thrusday, its a good meal from all over the places, so far i had tried German, Bulgarian, and Belgium food....
and of course, they celebrate my bday and gave me a CHEESE CAKE!!!!!!

anyway, back to this, all the activities are free and sponsored by the church (except the apple I picked la~~ but 5 dollars for a full bag is cheap enough~)

Picture explains everything and we saw this super cute little boy!!!!!

Random at Buff State and Elmwood Ave

2008-10-21T08:56:00.000-07:00

At School ice ring arena

Interesting house full with Guitar

Visiting UB and meet MSUM buddy!

2008-10-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

Lee and Liang ping

The Bubble tea/Jap Shop

The Korean shop

UB north

My dude!!

Finally had the time to visit my buddy, Lee at UB ( although just like 30 mins bus) but that place is really freaking big, I used to do some research about this school and there are so many chinese, and of course Malaysians in here!!!!

well...really glad to see him, and we went to a korean small restaurent on campus, although the food is cheap, but it is so worth it!! Better than Yuki Hana and its really yummy~!!!!
after dinner got a bubble tea...aww...so long didnt have this experiences~~hahaha

month of oct

2008-10-21T08:41:00.001-07:00

with 2 NSE friends from Porto Rico and Hawaii!

like this much~

well..sorry for didnt update my blog so freaking long long time... too many stuffs to do and all the events accumulate...and i guess i will post all the pic at once.. hehehe

well... first week of Oct, I followed the club to a camping at one of the mountain in middle of no where... anyway.. it was a fun experience with all the latinos!! they are so warm~

2008-10-20T22:00:00.000-07:00

核心提示：看了千萬別不好意思不笑。

1、五元錢被犯罪團伙綁架了，打電話給百元鈔： “喂！你兒子在這裡，不想我們撕票就用自己來換他！” 百元鈔想了一下說：“ 撕吧，撕了你們連5 塊錢都沒有了！”

2、一個人在沙漠裡快要餓死了，這時他撿到了神燈。
神燈：“ 我只可以實現你一個願望，快說吧，我趕時間。”
人：“我要老婆 ……”

神燈立刻變出一個美女，然後不屑的說：“ 都快餓死了還貪圖美色！可悲！”說完就消失了。 %l4LX~-:
人：“……餅。”

3
、蚯蚓一家這天很無聊，小蚯蚓就把自己切成兩段打羽毛球去了，
蚯蚓媽媽覺得這方法不錯，就把自己切成四段打麻將去了，
蚯蚓爸爸想了想，就把自己切成了肉末。
蚯蚓媽媽哭著說：“你怎麼這么傻？切這麼碎會死的！”
蚯蚓爸爸弱弱地說： “……突然想踢足球。”

4 、熊貓男要XX熊貓女，熊貓女奮力抵抗、誓死不從。
熊貓男失敗后憤憤地說：“我們都快滅絕了耶！”

5 、龜兔賽跑......兔子很快跑到前面去了 ......
烏龜看到一只蝸牛爬得很慢很慢 ......對他說: 你上來，我背你吧......
然後 ...... 蝸牛就上來了 ......
過了一會.... ..烏龜又看到一只螞蟻...... 對他說:你也上來吧 ......
於是螞蟻也上來了。螞蟻上來以後......看到上面的蝸牛 ...... 對他說了句 :你好
你們知道蝸牛說什麼嗎？
蝸牛說：你抓緊點，這烏龜好快 .......

6、有一對男女正在吃晚餐
那個女生一直問那個男生：你愛不愛我？
男生看了女生一眼又繼續吃晚餐
女生很生氣又再問了一次：你愛不愛我？
男生終於說：愛
女生又問：那你要怎麼證明？ >m:;. vVY
忽然男生從口袋裡拿了三十元出來，
且問女生 :你有沒有十元？
女生拿了十元給了男生......
男生就把四十元放在桌上 ~
過了一會兒 .....
女生很生氣的問男生：你到底要不要證明你愛我啊！
男生說：我己經證明了啊！四十擺在眼前

7、一天逛小吃街發現一家賣蛋塔的店
每一種看起都十分美味可口，想買個來試試
我問店員 : 請問這是單賣的嗎？
店員 :不，這是日本的。

8、有一天，一家失火了，
爸爸媽媽都逃出來了，只剩下一個兒子還在里面
媽媽很緊張的在屋外大喊：
“ 兒子.....你在幹嗎 ......都失火了還不出來 ......”
兒子回答：“我在穿襪子阿.....”
媽媽又說， “都失火了還穿什麼襪子....”
過了五分鍾，兒子還沒出來......
媽媽又緊張的喊，
“兒子，你到底在幹什麼？快出來 ~ 都失火了，還待在裡面.....”
兒子說，“我在脫襪子阿........”

9、有個人到河邊釣魚
先穿了個樹葉～半天沒魚上鉤，他又換了塊面包～一樣半天沒魚上鉤～
沒辦法他只好去換蚯蚓～一樣還是半天沒魚上鉤～～
他氣憤之下～掏出100塊摔入水中大罵：
“*—%#% 要吃什麼！自己去買！！！！ ”

10、一個德國人、法國人、及一個日本人要到礦場工作。
老板是美國人，他對德國人說：你體格不錯，你負責苦力。
對法國人說：你說你是工程師，你負責采礦的計劃
而對日本人他說：你很瘦小。你負責supplies( 補給)
然後隔周，他們開始上工。
幾天後德國人及法國人發現日本人不見了，找了很久後他們決定還是先回頭工作。
德國人開始工作的時候，日本人突然跳了出來，大聲叫到：
「 Surprise!」

11 、“我看不清太遠的東西， ”病人對眼科醫生說。
“請跟我來，”醫生把病人帶到外面，用手指著天上的太陽，問道，“你看那是什麼？ ”
“太陽。”病人回答。
“ 那你還想看多遠！”

12 、有一天動物們在關公廟前面聞到很臭的味道。 Ek
蛇說：我這麼小不會放這么臭的屁，一定是牛。
牛說：我是吃草的不會放這麼臭的屁。
豬說：放屁的人一定會臉紅。
忽然關公衝了出來，把豬打飛說：說了多少次了，我臉紅是天生的。

13 、有個人一天碰到上帝......
上帝突然大發善心打算給那人一個願望......
上帝問 ......
你有什麼願望嗎......
那個人想了想......
聽說貓都有 9條命......
那請您賜給我 9條命吧 ......
上帝說......
你的願望實現咯......
一天，那個人閑來無聊 ......
想說去死一死算了......
反正有9條命嘛就躺在鐵軌上 ......
結果一輛火車開過去 ......
那人還是死了 ......
這是為什麼呢？
因為那列火車的車廂有10節

14、一天，殯儀館送來了三個人，說也奇怪，他們死后的笑容都是 ^_^......
殯儀館管理員很納悶的問 pol.ice
：為甚麼他們死後的臉竟然會是 ^_^呢？
pol.ice說：這...... 說來話長...... 你看左邊那個人 ......他是跟她老婆在共度春宵時
......在最激情的那一刻 ...... 受不了......掛了 "
管理員就回答說：唉......願在花下死 ......做鬼也風流 ......
那中間那一個是怎麼死的？
pol.ice：中間那一個喔 ......他呀.. ....真是人間慘劇...... !
他走在路上......忽然聽見自己中了頭彩 ...... 獎金 7億多..
他開心的哈哈大笑時
管理員回答說：唉 ......他真的是沒有福氣享受這榮華富貴的後半輩子......那剩下的這一個呢？ UrBc

pol.ice： ......這一個死的就有點可憐了...... 他是爬上樹的時候被雷給劈死了
管理員回答說：...... 這就有點不對了，被雷劈到為什後還會笑呢 ......
pol.ice 說：因為他爬上樹後.....突然一道閃電 ...... _
他以為...... 有人給他拍照......

15、話說數千年以前，無論是公狗或者是母狗，他們小便時都是用蹲著的。
直到唐朝，事情才有了轉變 ……
唐太宗大家聽過吧！他老人家養了一對北京狗，有一次唐太宗上華山祭天，帶了這一對去 ……
祭到一半時，母狗突然內急，于是便跑到一棵樹后解決，
在祭天時這是非常不敬的行為，因此惹惱了玉帝，
玉帝命令雷公打了一個雷，正好打在樹上，樹倒了，壓死了母狗，公狗看了以後非常害怕 ……
從此以后，公狗每次在樹下小便時，都會伸出一只腳，用力頂著樹，以免樹倒下來壓到自己……

JapENEse?! JapANEse?

2008-10-08T11:53:00.000-07:00

well...this happened in calculus class, it was an kinda interesting class at the beginning and became boring and boring... so one of the girl in my table suddently said:" hey u look like Jackie Chan! or Bruce Lee?!"
I was like:"err...no...not at all..Jackie has huge red nose, I would say more like Bruce Lee..hahhaa"
" So who is another Chinese KungFu or Karate guy?" another girl at the table asked" U mean Jet Li??"
"Yeah!!! I just know three of them"
"I know a karate guy..who is him?" A guy asked
"I dunno...Im not J-a-p-a-n-ESE" I answered
"What?!! said Japanese again~"
"J-A-P-A-N-E-S-E??"
all the people in the group laugh -.-"" "Dude, its Japanese! I love your asent~dont worry I still love u..HAHAHHAHAA"
So speechless for 5 minutes...so I said:" look, JAPAN plus ENE isnt sounds like Japanese?!!" "Yeah..you right and it does make sense, but we dont say like that..."
"English is F** hard!!!"
"Is allrite, you just made my day.." and that time.. classes done and we left with "Japanese" word here and there -.-""

稻香

2008-09-20T11:50:00.001-07:00

「稻香」
詞：周杰倫曲：周杰倫

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄就像我說的
追不到的夢想換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦哦午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦哦陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

Best day in this year!!!

2008-09-18T21:15:00.000-07:00

today 9/18/08...suppose to be an ordinary day for me...well, if really wanna say something special perhaps done with my all exams is the only one.

but cant believe good things happened just after my nutrition test... it was good, i had a good feeling after the test, even though i was late for it because of the bus, but i still managed to finish it within 45 minutes. I barely check the answers cuz i know the answers for sure...

Just after the test, I met someone who is always special to me, who I was thinking about and hardly to move on... since it was past, thats y i dun mind say it here... we met from the NSE program, same as mine situation... and we really had a great time together check out this new place. She is kinda typical American, who does everything what others do. Well... great time past and we had some issues before the day school started...and from that day onwards until today we were kinda at awkward situation.

Im really glad we met, she was the one saw me walking and stop me for some chat. It is great to know she is having a good time in this school, although something busy going on in her life... It was short chat cuz Im rushing to another class...

I met her again after my last class done... this time we chat alot.. basically covered everything.... anyway... im glad I saw her, Im glad we had the conversation... I feel so relief after that for some reasons... maybe I dont like things just leave it like that without completely settled it....

After walked her to the bus stop I went to the pool, i guess i will just list out what happened next :

1) Honestly Im new to pool, if really wanna said I frequently get involved should be starting this summer... so yea..I not good at it... but I cant believe this 2 days I beat 3 blacks ( ya know, Blacks always good at this game) without any luck. I guess I can see the improvement now compare to the first time. Pool is a luck game, but it test cho pressure, cho rational, and its a good training for me to cope with pressure.

2)After pool its ping pong, another sports that not good at, but there is my friend who is really good teach me some techniques that I always dont understand with. I goona play badminton after such a BIG while tomorrow!! cant wait for it!

3) Every Thursday evening I will go to a church for dinner, its home cook by some elders. Same as today, people there are so nice!! They always welcome everyone anytime for that. The father always concern about me, maybe becuz im an International Student??? So one of my friend suddently gave me a huge surprise! She handed me the Berbatov MU jersey!! She was the one helped me to get it for cheaper prize. I supposed to get it until next 2 weeks, but we all just got it from Singapore today... and yet its ORIGINAL!!!!!!!! I almost screamed out that time! and the chief of the church is a MU fans too!!!!

4)what else could be more excited for Jay Chou new album?!!! Im so excited about his new album... the song title let me think about sekinchan.... really cant wait on 9/22 to hear it!!!

5) Good chat with Tong, almost can talk to her but due to the sucky internat call and she is not feeling good, but it was a great nite!~

well... i guess today was my first day so many good things came infront of me... really appreciated that! Sky is blue and my mind now is as blue as it~

peach out yo

2008-09-06T14:36:00.000-07:00

My lovely destop desk! So worth it..^^

My small little room~

what will happen?

2008-08-28T18:28:00.000-07:00

what will be happened when an asian boy met an american girl?

Who will ever think about dating an American girl at the first place? We heard a lot of stories about Asian girls dating white guys, but seldom for the other way round… Indeed, a lot of considerations and difficulties will occur sooner or later…
There is a video at youtube shows tons of reasons why Asians guys hardly get a white girl…there are lots of reasons as well why Asian girls can get a white guy more easier… well, I’m not going to elaborate all the reasons here…
Perhaps it is not a problem at all for an American Asian boy, but it might be a huge different for a boy who is growing from non- English speaking environment and just using English occasionally. Well, how about culture differences or point of views because living experiences are totally different?
Hmm… no doubt that being with a totally different-world-girl can open up our mind in many ways… it is really great experiences hanging out/ dating those girls… and I think it would be unbelievable and unforgettable moments for that. .. What else could be better than with someone at one of the Seven Wonders of the World? =) My roommate told me that he gonna get me a black girl before I going back to Minnesota, I hope he will never do that…hahha

So, what would be happened to an Asian boy dating a white girl? I don’t know the answers and perhaps could have chance for that ;)

戒指在这里是形容词

2008-08-12T12:34:00.001-07:00

戒指在这里是形容词形容一种贺尔蒙的外在举止
发誓则被归类为专有名词是某种时空下的特定仪式
浪漫尽可能不被解释否则尴尬的是终将交配的这一回事
所有求偶过程都是现在进行式只是永远这个字
永远永远都不会是关键词

Wenshan

纽约的第二天

2008-08-10T16:21:00.000-07:00

虽然还有好多事要办，但比我想象中的顺利好多，房东真是个好人，不但帮我整顿这间家，还带我去买了好多东西，而且找到了好多免费货，算算一下到了这儿才花了大约200，比起以前少好多了。。如果不是花了35美金坐德士，可能省更多！

室友也是好好人！她是从texas来的黑人，已经是在工作了，和我一样，现在还是人生地不熟，如果没有她帮忙，不可能在第二天就把这间家整顿的七七八八了。

虽然这次房间还是一样小，但超幸运用40美金就得到了一张queen saiz床，真后悔当初用了100块买了一张full saiz。。>< 今天如果能找到一张书桌，还有一些小用具，那就大功告成了！

昨晚上忽然停电！整间屋子也暗得像鬼屋！跌跌橦橦的走道发电机弄了老半天还是不行，室友友不再，不知是发生什么事，也不能继续整理，就打电话给ada。。又和steven 谈了一下下，之后又去烦maggie和容容。。maggie还真以为我要去载他们到walmart!哈哈！！

希望赶快完成吧！

08.08.08

2008-08-09T12:16:00.001-07:00

Ada

Steven

With Rong..

with Tim

With Kei sister in law!

Thanks everyone~!

08.08.08

好特别的一天,一年前的今天我从西部回来，一年后的今天是要到纽约了，而且都是毛毛雨。。
终于来得了这个陌生的地方，从飞机上看buffalo就有点放心，感觉没选错地方，不会像fargo这样一大片的农地，也不会像washington DC 太多高楼大厦，可算是大城市中的乡村。。
但是到了住的地方，心中忽然涌起好多疑问和恐惧，这么那么getto?! 不会吧。。。尤其是去一家邻近的便利商店，好多人用奇怪的眼神看我！渐渐觉得越来越没安全感。。渐渐觉得与世隔绝。。渐渐脑海中浮现枪杀命案场景。。。走着走着，感觉好像迷路了，我记得没经过警局阿！！不管了，进去问再说，那个女警好好人！告诉我好多附近的情况，其实只是看起来蛮不错。。不过还是惊心胆跳！屋主也蛮好人，带我见识附近有什么店的。。不过真是气死人！说学校走路１０分钟，我看是开车吧！　想不到住的地方离学校一个 mile!
>< 今晚打了3通电话，第一通给老爸，感觉有变好点，可是还是蛮担心，就接着打给adrian,那时真的好希望立刻飞到city去找他。。第三通打回给maggie,但后来和雨容谈了大部分的天。。此时感觉好多了，结果我用了将近1小时在电话上。。不过幸好值得！
趁还没忘记，要在这里感谢几个人：
Steven　：这个朋友没话说，如果没有他可能整个暑假都在搬家，免费给我住，又帮我很多！　真的莫齿难忘！感恩感恩！！
Ada：因为一句话点醒我的人，在 buffalo　念书的一个目标就是要变得稳重！！希望回去会变得更好吧！
Tim　：没有他可能就不会再打篮球和其他运动吧。。哈哈，还有帮我省了luggage surplus fees!
Maggie：也帮了好多，没有他可能还没到buffalo皱纹和白发会多了几条,还有帮我找到了方文山的诗集：中国风！看完之后真是五体投地的书，原来歌词可以那么写的！
Cyndi aka Rong Rong : 让我想起我那两个可爱的干妹！让我暂时又有干哥的感觉！但然还会帮我预购台湾版的杰伦新专辑！

当然还有全部我没说出名字的朋友！　谢谢啦~明年见！

天平座又如何？！

2008-08-04T20:38:00.001-07:00

最近的生活真是哭笑不得
又看到一篇说天平男生如果是处于单身被形容暴珍天物
看到整个人无语了十分钟。。
难道不想开始新的恋情也是一种错？！

最近的生活还是哭笑不得
被射了三箭，又被插了两刀
一问道是天平就说有多花心
还说天平不可靠
还说天平男就是靠脸吃饭的小白脸
听了又是无语了十分钟。。
难道生在天平里就是一种错？

最近的生活更是哭笑不得
无论做什么都有误会
做什么都是我的错
认真的男人最美丽
但太认真的男人也最忧郁
有时还真想哭泣。。

没想过爱错一次也会伤心一世
没想到喜欢上新钱包的时候，也是旧钱包回来的时候
没想到世界是如此的大，也是如此小的恐怖
没想到遇见一个人很容易，忘记一个人超难！

如果遇见你是一场缘分，那离开你就是一场考验！

Duluth trip

2008-07-28T18:08:00.000-07:00

一直听说Duluth 是个美丽的城市，虽然离这儿不远，大约4个小时吧，在美国是酱咯，尤其这个地方，无论到那个景点或大城市都要最少3个小时。。去Duluth还蛮临时的，maggie , steven 和台湾来的雨容，在取得前一晚才开始找房间和租车。
可以算是有史以来最难找hotel的一次，我们差不多打完所有在duluth的旅馆，竟然只有一间有房间，而且比起平时还蛮贵，原来我们来对时间，第二天是哪儿一年一度的Lake Superior Day, 庆祝全世界最大的淡水湖。。那个哪像湖阿，根本是海嘛！不过是淡水的海，也没有沙滩和美女。。哈哈
我们租的车可神气了，车牌是Hawaii.！！好多经过我们车的人都问，你们怎样把车送过海的阿？那两天真觉得我们是从Hawaii 来的！之前因一位朋友而蛮常去 Dairy Queen，所以一路上我都在吃冰，最经典的还是当我们在等10分钟火车时，我为了冰而跑过去了，后面车里的人都有点吓到。。哈哈。。没办法，连名字都有彬（冰）注定和冰淇淋在一起了，还记得婆婆说我开始说话的时候，就一直在说ice cream..-.-“
Lake superior 有一个出名的灯塔，从灯塔往下去真的好美，这个正是2天旅游的好地方，带着平静的心灵回去。。。。一路上我们的台湾美眉听到SHE歌时就禁不止禁就伴唱了，我还录了整整一段的歌！
Duluth完后又要开始工作，老板说每天要做12小时，但这4天只有一天是做满12小时，可能运气好吧，有时还好的可怕。。有两天竟然比平时找放2 个小时，有一天还因为机器故障而白赚4个小时的工资，就说有天提早放工，学校有人打来说再到不见两个月的钱包，之后又要去邮局，还要到银行，要在关门时做完全不是不可能的，我还已经决定找一天提早放工，每次放工后已经是傍晚了。。但不可能的事还是发生了，我不但全部都准时做到，过程还找超顺利的！　运气好到不信！我自认从小到大运气从不在我这里，而且每当好运来临时，倒霉事就会接二连三地发生。。。

Anyway,过的平安就心满意足了！

钱包的故事

2008-07-24T21:02:00.000-07:00

上两个月不见了心爱的钱包，心爱因为里面有很重要，珍贵的照片，还有很多无法取代的东西。遗失的时候，心痛好几天，每天上完课就往遗失的地方，希望有奇迹出现。几乎所有的教授，所有在Science Building 的工作人员都问过了。。每天希望明天会找到，在那一个月内坚持不买新的钱包，宁愿用一个又旧又破的钱包代替。。最终还是找不到，伤心失望也没用了，该做的还是该要做，竟亮找回钱包里面的代替品。。
去到Orlando 的American Eagle 时，看到一个顺眼的钱包，决定是时候用新的了。。从买到现在都很满意这个钱包，方便轻盈又有淡淡的香水味。。虽然看起来很少年的钱包，但还是很满意。。。
昨天，忽然收到一通电话，学校的一个部门打来说找到遗失两个月的钱包了，我正的高兴得跳起来！拿到的时候，表面虽然很冷静，但心里还是很兴奋，一直和他道谢。。里面果然一样东西也没少。。但在一秒后，忽然觉得对那个钱包感觉不一样了。。现在问题来了，我该用哪个钱包呢？
我因这个钱包而曾心痛不已，以为失去了不会回来。。如果我在一次不见，那不是要心痛多一次？朋友说干脆把它收到一个地方，继续用新的钱包。。此时矛盾的要命！用久的话感觉对新的钱包过意不去。。但旧的现在又回来了。。。

感觉好像Forgetting Sarah Marshall 里的男主角，当和新的女友一起时前任又回来了。。现在是钱包，那以后会不会有遇到同一个问题？而且是。。。。
想得好久，决定用回旧的，但今天一阵天都感觉好怪，开始想念新的钱包 =（
再看如何办吧。。。

endless day

2008-07-15T17:58:00.001-07:00

without a job, life is too bored and too much time...
but when get a job, especially this job.... now really dont have time to do anything besides fight for the sleeping time.. 无论如何，还是觉得蛮幸运的，工资不错，现在又觉得可以安心得花钱了，不过还是过着穷人的生活。。大部分时间到Macdonald's..够便宜嘛！不然就是其他 dollar menu。。感觉蛮不错的！哈哈

开工的第二天，受伤的伤痕已多了五条，作这分工被纸割上已见怪不怪，手指头的血不管留再多也不想洗了，反正可能五分钟后另一到伤口又会出现。。算算一下，总共不少过20条疤痕吧。。。

最精放工后又打球，虽然有一点累，不过还是蛮充实的！

Work wORK!!

2008-07-13T14:13:00.000-07:00

Just after came back from Miami, I've been dealing with the house and other stuffs again, especially dealing about house in New York, but anyway, this always been a damn small world, I was chilled with one of my best lad for 4th of July, at MSUM thou, there are fireworks at night by the way, anyway... he told me he was going to quit the job after few days later and I welcomed to take over his place...

well, its off campus job but as you know..if you have some connections, it would be not a bad idea to work illegally... and the shocking news was some of my Viet friends working there as well!!!

Look, my bud is from Ethopia, and MSUM, there are no other ways he can know them who came from Viet and NDSU....so this city is way too small!! everyone knows eveyone...

anyway, after I been to the interview at the factory, the boss told me to start the next day... oh ya, its a paper printing factory called knight priting, basically just print out the elementary books ordered from all over America.
I working at the punching department..ahhh...not that hard job actually, just put the books at the punching machine and take it out while its done, and put them back again.. paid is kinda decent compare to my previous job, so far the highest paid! Its 8!! and I could get bonus if work on Sat.. HOWEVER!! the working time is kinda funny...6am to 4.30pm!!!!

yup..it means i need to wake up 5am everyday, before the sun comes out ( umm...sun came out at 4.45am during summer actually..haha) its kinda sleepy and tired for working 10 hours everyday, and 5 days a week atleast..

I glad to get this job although its kinda insane with the hours..but its the perfect time to get back my money that spent extra for the Florida trip. Hopefully I could earn as much as I can before head to New yORK.

I still remember a special day, 7/11, its friday...and last year this time it was my first time at LA. What freaks me out a little was i got a school from Rowland High, California!!! I think its the school just opposite Serena's house...hahha..small world huh..but I so use to this kind of things already... Since I met back Wan Xin from Wan Kee.. there is not a big world for me...

Its Sunday now, a day for me to relax...but this week I watched a lots of movies at night after work with some friends. A friend who came from Taiwan, Maggie's cousin!
I think we watched more than 8 movies, well..if you think I paid all of it then you wrong...smart people always get advantages from anything possibly.. We got one ticket and watched 2 movies... and most of the movies we watched are dollar movie, means movies are kinda go down before releasing DVD.

Life is so busy after work!!!!

untitled

2008-07-06T20:24:00.001-07:00

在3个星期的行程中，因为每个人都没做足功课（老师在讲有没有在听，去玩当然也要准备嘛！）变成我要每天都留意哪里有什么好玩，久而久之且找回了学习的精神。。老实说，final之后一直没有学习动机，不是不想，但脑子且一直受不进新的知识。。但现在且变得开始很留意身边的东西，感觉生活又变得好充实！！

08 = wedding year??

2008-07-06T19:50:00.000-07:00

OMG..i think 08 is really good year to get married.. right now 5of my cousins are going to marry soon!! One is Perth and others at Puchong...and I saw the news that my cousin at Johor also getting married too! My brother here is getting engage in mid July, in the beginning I was planned to exchange to Korea, and stop at japan for extra few days to attend their wedding since I need to transit at Japan.. but well..

ANYWAY.. hope they all doing great and have a happy marriage!!

p/s: gonna spend some money for wedding present already..lol OMG..wait a MINUTE!!iF they have children after a year..means I will become uncle for few children all of sudden!! Fell so old now.. -.-"

Tips for Miami

2008-07-05T14:22:00.001-07:00

As other trip, MUST ATLEAST plan for everything, everything
Get a GPS if possible, its very easy to get lost in the big cities, we still get lost sometimes even we do have one. Just a typical GPS is good enough; I realize the most expensive GPS doesn’t mean the best one.

Instead of lodging in area that close to Miami Beach, a.k.a south beach, I recommend staying in a city named Ft.Lauderdale. 20 miles away from Miami, but there are a lot of inns and suites along the beach, and the price is affordable. You can just go to the beach by yourself every morning if your friends are always get up 1pm.. Recommend trying out the seafood at the restaurant across the beach, the atmosphere is awesome if you dinning with a glass of majito, and some seafoods, looking at the beach and listening some Jazz.
Spend 30 minutes drive to Miami to look around for a day, esp South Beach. It’s worth to hang out especially by the evening. Miami Ink is one of the attractions in that area. Although it is small, tattoo shop, but you can see a lot of people busying taking pictures (duh.. it is a world-wide famous tattoo shop, just like Manchester United fans have to go Old Trafford one day)
Another place there is a lot of people taking picture are a private bungalow. I’m still finding out who is staying there, but for sure is FAMOUS person!

back to fargo

2008-07-05T14:21:00.001-07:00

When we were driving up to North, I feel like the time and the sun really become crazier… like yesterday the sun was just going down at 10pm!! I miss the weather in Florida now, kinda like Malaysia… I mean, I am so used to guess the time by using the sun, I trained this few years ago, when I was playing basketball… I can tell when shall I stop playing and get back to Dinner… and I seldom go back home after 7pm… and most of the time was within the range of 10 minutes!!

Anyway, the weather also killing me, it was kinda chill and you can feel the cold already in the summer! Are you kidding me! It’s still summer man!

A night at kansas City

2008-07-05T14:20:00.001-07:00

My dad told me that one of Sekinchan neighbor was coming to Kansas City for working. I should go to visit her, even my grandma said...haha and luckily I did! I didn’t see her for a long long time, we were planning back to Fargo driving over the night, but that day was thunder storm! So we just chill at her brother’s restaurant until everyone get off. It was a BIG Japanese restaurant! One shop for sushi and stuff and another is Terriyaki.. I felt so paiseh all the time! When we arrived there already like 9.30pm, we had been starving for 4 hours after the drive. She was so kind cooked us some fried rice for our stomach while waiting for them..
They brought us to an authentic Hong Kong restaurant about 11 pm. I surprise that restaurant open until 1 am! It was rare especially in America! Most of the restaurants close around 9pm! This restaurant made all of us feel like at home for a sudden! Paiseh moment again when ordering the food… there are so many dishes but we have no idea what to get… suddenly one of my friend said belacan kangkong, we were just kidding but surprisingly they do have that!!!! OMG… the dinner was like Chinese wedding style! First was 咕噜肉，kangkong belancan (gone within 5 minutes!! ) ,麻婆豆腐 ( Hong kong style I guess but I think mine is better lol) 扣肉, salt fish with eggplant, fried squid, fried ikan bilis (MUST TRY!! The anchovy melted away when u put in your mouth! ) and lastly a steamed tilapia… (Finally got to eat steam + fresh fish...i almost cry….hahaha) I finished most of the fish, and as usual… im the MPPJ of everything… This restaurant might not be a good restaurant in Malaysia or Asia, but I would definitely said that it was the best and most authentic Chinese food that I tried in all over America, perhaps there are some good restaurant in New York, but I definitely recommend this one which in Kansas City! We all had a really blast time that night, especially me! I felt so warm when I heard teochew again…haha its kinda sad I seldom heard people talking in Teochew or Hokkien here… all I speak in this 2 years are Chinese English Malay Cantonese and maybe Korean… that day when I called back and talk to my grandma, I barely can speak but I can understand well… I feel so guilty! Especially when I tried to talk but my mind keep interpreting me to speak Cantonese to her….>< anyway, congratulation to her brother that getting married soon with a viet girl! She looks so kind!
That night, I think was the first night I slept for fully 6 hours without waking up in the middle of night, its feel satisfaction sleep after you had a great meal! Haha… I know its not good, but I didn’t have this kind of feeling in US but this, this meal really make me wanna go back Malaysia again!!! Hahaha…

days at wichita

2008-07-05T13:59:00.000-07:00

We arrived at Wichita finally, and we stayed here for 2 more days for one of my friends, he is going back to Malaysia so he has enough time to say goodbye to all his friends at Wichita. Oh ya, some interesting fact before arrived at Wichita, it was more than 13 hours suffered sitting in the full-of- stuffs car. I was kinda surprise and happy cuz 2 of long time no chat friend called me..haha..and funny is, after talked to Yanru , Cindy called me like minutes later..Sounds like pakat but actually they never met each other.. Before started the road, I webcam with Jia En, wow.. Didn’t see her for so long already..Didn’t meet her even back to Malaysia that time, she was not in town I guess.. Anyway, still the same face and trademark! Hahaha.. Had a great chat with her…
We back to Malaysia Café one more time, since that is just the only Malaysian restaurant.. this time I order mee goring mamak.. umm, taste was just fine, not the same but still dielicious though..haha If not mistaken, I had all the leftover dinner for breakfast the next morning.. the food was huge!! We also tried a restaurant that one of Malaysian friends that is working there, it was a Japanese restaurant and we had a good feast! My second legal drink, Blue Hawaii!! I think Zil asked the bar tender to add more alcohol in our drink, cuz its was too strong, everyone felt little buzz after that..haha
That night, we went to the strip club in Wichita, don’t get me wrong!! It’s the attraction in Wichita, and 18 and above is allow getting in ONLY on Sunday night. After got there I understand why they say have to go (although is kinda pricy compare to the club in Dallas..Its 20 dollars just for entrance! ) There is a Viet strip used to be gymnastic, she did a great performance at the steel post, it was just awesome, you won’t believe what she can do! However, strip club is a devil place! Everyone smoking, drinking and WATCHING.. And I don’t think will go there again.. SICK OF IT!!

Miami beach

2008-06-24T16:56:00.000-07:00

Well..im still in Miami, actually not really Miami, just the beaches very near here, u know.. if you wana travel smart and save lots.. live far away from the busy cities, Im in a city called Ft. Lauderdale, a beautiful place for living.. I have been here for 3 days..and went to beach for 3 days.. right now Im totally black!~ ahhaha

today is kinda special day, I bought a new phone due to my old Motorola phone marinated in the sea 2 days ago..and yup.. Motorola phone again this time.. MotoKRZR K1, pretty good deal for the contract..haha

another thing, today I basically sat at the beach for the whole day! After that feel like getting some seafood for dinner, so we went to the restaurent just opposite the beach.. there is a dish call gater tail, well..its fried alligator! So we decided to try it out..supricingly it taste yummy! Taste like chicken but better than chicken..hahha

my main dish was a sword fish with special source marinated, one thing i hate about all these burgers or sandwishes.. how can seafood taste better with them? Those buns just ruined the original flavor of seafood..so I just ate everything but not the sword fish..it just look like ikan bakar..its too wasted eat with bread..haha..and the waiter is really good, he didnt check the ID when my friend ordered Majito..well, I tried my luck for this and I got my first legally drink in US!!! Its majito some more..its just the best drink at the beach..with some mints and lemon.. what else can you expect more with majito, some seafood, live Jazz music..and looking at the sea during the dinner time? FYI.. the majito costed me 10 bucks@@ i didnt know it was so pricy..anyway..its good also la~ experience cant buy with money ;)

orlando and miami

2008-06-23T15:49:00.000-07:00

We finally reach the sunshine state, Florida!!!! The first impression of this orlando city is.. omg, am I in Las vegas?! everything look so commercial.. but anyway, the hotel that we lived are pretty good strategy, 5 minutes away from Disney World, and close to lots of fun places

the hotel is kinda special looking, and I cant believe we stayed there for 5 days! yeah..actually is not long, u see, disney spent 2 days, a day for sea world, and another day for Universa Studio.

right now im in Miami, after 5 days, yaya..I promised I will try my best keep tracking for everything..but no wireless make me so hard to blogging..anyway, its feels so good enjoying the sunshine in the morning after breakfast, reading Beckham's autography at the beach with a cup of coffee..hahahha

oh ya..I tried Jet skiing for the first time in life! OMG!it was fun!!! although its kinda expensive @@ 100 bucks for an hour ><>

A day at dallas

2008-06-15T23:07:00.000-07:00

We started to look around this big cities at 2pm, yeah.. . although I woke up at 9pm, but this time I want to fully utilize the facilities in the hotel, so I went to gym for a while, but too bad the room was not ready, so I just do whatever I can..
Basically all I can say is..DALLAS IS BIG!! Didn’t see flyovers for a long time like in Putra Jaya, but that is even higher, just like roller coaster! One thing good about dallas is there’s a big megamall like Pyramid+ Mid Valley, U hardly can see a shopping mall like this in America..seriously, if there are more Asians in the mall, I would think that I’m in Mid Valley!! Haha..
At night, we found out there is a 18 and over strip club!! Wow..never experience that before, so 4 of Us went it..and it was magnificent!!! So paiseh la.. I wana keep this blog as PG, so all I can say is they are so professional, and good looking ;) however, some of their boobs are fake..they admitted themselves..
Too bad cant take any pictures for sharing… haha

p/s: if my female friend said their boobs are nice to look but not nice to touch, same as guys too ;)

day after dallas
we went back to hotel after 2am, due to the big dallas, we still kinda lost in the middle of it, and the traffic was still busy even early in the morning,..anyway, I went to bed at 4, after chatted with people.. basically we just sit in the car now, cuz from dallas to Atlanta is like 12 hours drive, I think we gonna reach there around 2am.. Today I off from driving, that’s why I can blog now..haha.. we passed through couple states, Texas, Louisiana, Mississippi, Alabama and lastly Georgia. We will not visit Atlanta this time, cuz there is another 8 hours drive waiting for us tomorrow, we are planning to come back after from Orlando and Miami.

Dallas

2008-06-14T08:08:00.000-07:00

Day 3 of the trip, we passed through Oklahoma City, that was actually not in our plan, our destination is Dallas, anyway.. I bet there are something to do in Oklahoma, but we just found out a big Chinatoen supermarket, and beside it has a awesome chinese restaurent, with all the roast duck and pork ;)

anyway, after 4 hours from Oklahoma City, thanks to the accident that took an hour extra, we finally arrived at Dallas, lots of steak house along the interstate.. and i found out the hotel has gym and spa..i gotta go there tonight!!

btw..forgot to bring my camera USB, so i can only upload the pics when i go back =(

Road trip day 1

2008-06-12T09:11:00.000-07:00

I know i didnt update my blog for long long time....so I force myself will write the blog everyday for the trip...Finally the road trip has came.. but it wasn’t a good start, raining cats and dogs for several hours, even though I drove passed thru 2 states, South Dakota and Iowa,and its still raining,,and this was my first time drive for long hours..its 10 hours!! No kidding!! I prepared 2 bottles of Rockstar coffee, trust me its better than any coffee, and yet im still hyper acitive until now, oh by the way, im just arrived at Wichita after 12 hours drive. Well, basically I challenged myself physically, mentally and emotionally, im glad I did ok all the way, even thou bad weather and more than 800 miles of journey, but the trip is just started..and I really looked forward for it..So..i already passed the first challenge..whats next?

其实很多女孩子都不知道.............

2008-06-09T09:35:00.000-07:00

其实很多女孩子都不知道，虽然很长时间没见面，但你会发现他手机里保存的可全都是你发给他的暧昧短信……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他故意要你唱歌给他听，实际是喜欢你在和他温柔的争执表现出来的可爱脾气……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，虽然他嘴上说不在乎你跟别的男孩交往，可每当有陌生男人和你接触时，他总会偷偷地将眉毛紧锁，那是因为他在乎你……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他并不怕你生气，只是怕你生了气、发过脾气后依然不理他，男孩的感情也同样细腻易碎啊……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，每天他脑子里装的全是你，就连走路都不小心摔了个跟头，当他起来拍拍身上的灰尘，嘴角也会依然挂着微笑，那是因为他在惦记着你……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，有些话只说一遍就够了，因为你已经了解他，说多了，他会觉得不珍贵的……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他去机场接你不会像你期望中的那样——捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”，他只是自然地接过你的行李，然后用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼说：“哎，怎么搞的，怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了？”
其实很多女孩子都不知道，当你发脾气时，他却只会不做声地等你把火发完，最后慢慢说：“你明天有课，早点睡吧……”
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他总是叫你小姑娘，可是每次做什么重大决定前，他却总想先听听你的建议……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他不喜欢玩具小毛熊，但却一直把你送给他的小熊放在床头……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他很想很想你时，也会买玫瑰送你，然后傻傻地等你，却不知道自己捧的是月季；不过没关系，在他的心里——送的依然是玫瑰……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，即便他嘴巴不甜，但他的吻却可以传递他所有对你的热情……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，当你柔声细语对他讲很“酸”的话时，他反而会装得很正经，不过心里很甜很甜……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，如果不能经常见到你，他会让自己忙碌起来，为的是不去想你，因为他知道一想你将一发不可收拾……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会把你的相片放在他钱包里，这样就可以时刻陪伴着你……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，公车上他喜欢和你在一起拥挤，那是因为他喜欢听你近距离的呼吸……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，如果他在吃饭的时候目光呆滞，那是因为对面没有了你，他嘴里的饭是没有滋味滴……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会省下吃饭的钱，打个电话给远方的你……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会把别的女孩子写给他的情书偷偷藏起，因为他的心里只有你……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，自从认识你以来，他每天的生活都会很积极，因为他希望自己爱的女孩看到的是阳光的自己……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会数着星星找你的星座，因为你勾起了他漫漫的思绪……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他不会轻易把自己脆弱一面展现给你，虽然他还不能给予你什么，但他会尽最大努力来保护你……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他也会在他最最无助的时候想起你，当然，不是想要你帮他什么，只是希望你不要担心他……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，虽然他很少当面赞美你，可是在他心里你肯定是他最棒的……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会默默地记住你在不经意时说过的一些话，并在某时某刻不断地在心里重复它们……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他从不会轻易地在你面前做出承诺，因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉，只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他总告诉你不要胡思乱想，实际他已为你谋划出最美丽的未来，让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，也许他不像你那样能够清楚地记得某些纪念日，因为他觉得爱你应该是每时每刻的，而不是靠这几天简单的日子……
女孩们，男孩子是不会轻易哭泣的，只有面对你最爱的人时，才会变得如此脆弱；
女孩们，男孩子是不会轻易哭泣的，只有在太爱她的时候，才会放下男人的自尊。
女孩们，如果有个男孩正为你哭泣，那么请你拉住他的手，也许他真的可以陪你走完一生；
女孩们，如果有个男孩正为你哭泣，那么请不要放弃他，也许你的一个选择会毁掉一个人！
他真是那个不在乎你过去的男孩；
他真是那个每天风雨无阻接你上下班的男孩
他真是每天晚上在床上和你一起数星星的那个男孩
他真是愿意为你付出一切的那个男孩
他真是心疼你做饭，自己偷偷学做饭，让你感到惊喜的那个男孩
他真是不向你隐瞒他以前过去往事的那个男孩
他真是当你受委屈最想见到的那个男孩
他真是不求回报，只想为你默默付出的那个男孩
他真是爱你但不溺爱你，宠你但不惯你的那个男孩

three gemini's bday!!

2008-05-20T11:45:00.000-07:00

Bday for three gemini girls that I hang out so much recently.. haha..been helping for their party whole day...and its a productive day!! atleast i did something meaningfully after some days of being useless person!! hahha

Summer!!!!

2008-05-20T11:23:00.000-07:00

unforgettable evening!

2008-04-28T22:10:00.001-07:00

recently getting close with Tina, a friendly American Vietnamese from NDSU..tell you, she is so nice to me! She brought me to her Vietnamese base last Saturday, and really appreaciated it. They are nice and cool also, keep busying cooking some noodles for everyone.. and we were there till 1am, although my house having a party same time, but I was so glad I never join it! Im so regret didnt take my camera with me..

when i got back my home... as I expected, someone was drunk, someone was acting crazy..and some was just being blur... this is why i hate some stupid whole who throw up an unresponsible party and dont care abt the guess. end it up, I help my friend who was so drunk..thank god until 4am..very good.. no need to sleep d and yet I let them slept at my room, since she cant go home in this situation already, and she was lucky had a friend who taking care of her..i mean other friend, not me.. i just trying to help what I could.. first time sleeping at the couch..
too tired d so nothing to complain about..

well...Monday again.. is our last day for Organic chem..suddently really feel she bude..cuz have a lot of nice friends in this class, so I of course didnt waste this opportunity to take some pics with my lab partner, and friends!

suppose to study at NDSU, cuz i prefer the environment there.. and sms with Tina.. and suddently she just appeared in front of me..haha.. and we study together for finals..with Rupa and Kit.. her best buddy, but I know them, cuz we all taking same class in my school.. so this is why i like to do tri-college! going other uni and study..keke anyway, really had fun time with Tina.. went to dinner at dining center with her moody brother.. and ended up getting free meal..thx to her brother unlimited meal plan.. I guess i stayed in the Union for 8 hours..we talked a lot..about everything until the security chase us out from Union, and then continue at her room.. Glad can know a good friend like her before leaving..gosh..just let me more she bu de abt this place!! ><

a day trip to South Dakota..where famous for President's head~

2008-04-20T20:00:00.000-07:00

Evening view..so beautiful..bye bye this place!
Take 3..finally..lol
Take 2
Take 1..run run run!!
^^
Inch away from death..
My legs were shaking actually..
Magnificent..
Looks like grand canyon for me..

I didnt see any, but saw lots of their 'poop'

Love this kind of weather!
In da cave!
Crystal!! 100% pure!

Crazy horse..not because the horse..that dude named "CRAZY HORSE"

in American Indian house
NOt yet done..maybe 50 years later..
Cool motor!!
kekeke..

With the heads~

Finally came to this place!! T-T so touching~

Looks like genting... so windy..

Long time no see bloggy.. if didnt go to this trip, i dont think will update until now... well..basically the trip was free for International Student..and so LUCKY im the only MALAYSIAN ppl there.. :"com'on.. "

anyway...no lengluis during the trip.. well... just 2 I would say..no my type..just friends.. but they are so nice!! I mean everyone.. well..I guess pictures can tell the story~ besides going to Mt. Rushmore, where the famous four presidents head, we went to Crazy Horse monument too, just like the Mt. rushmore, but it would be the biggest monument in the world after completed.. and also went to Wind Cave, forth largest cave in da world! Well, typical cave for me except they have lift going back to where you came from!

Oh ya, went to badlands too.. basically it just looks like grand canyon..and I think its the most fun part for whole trip...cuz of the awesome weathar to run around and took some LAME pics..haha

International Night

2008-03-29T20:50:00.000-07:00

Malaysia~

Fashion show

With Yau, the magician

My fashion show partner

^-^

Cooking..

Bulgogi-Korean BBQ

Journey

2008-03-19T12:52:00.000-07:00

Hmm...life recently changed alot after with a wife.. should I say become easier?? Yea..indeed..

男生女生，呸

2008-03-17T17:44:00.000-07:00

没有一首歌比这首那么贴切形容我的室友。想不到还有那么不要脸的女生！就像daycee 说的，PELACUR!!! 和那么多男人睡过还在那边占占自喜，另一个，刚和男友分手后昨晚就带一个刚认识的男生进房，哇！我和pelacurS 住同一个屋檐下？mg!! 想不到最美的室友反而最忠心，只是给那些男子吃吃豆腐。。不过。。还是太荒唐了吧！想不到我谨让感觉住在 rumah pelacur..
最鄙视那些重洋媚外的华人！尤其那些自称和11个男人睡过的人！
想不到女生desperate起来，还比男人更恐怖！

生命诚可贵爱情价更高
若为自由故两者皆可抛
问世间情为何物直教人生死相许
2001玩的爱情游戏真是有趣把马子钓凯子的招术一个比一个高明
所以床上功夫更是炉火纯青你有没有把我放在心上?! ....
有!!有!! ....我还把你放在我床上....
既然你爱我就要给我....干妹妹?!
哥哥明天带你去摇头
为何爱情像毒品
每个人都上瘾贞操伦理速食爱情混在一起
结果等于你所看到的女孩子还没结婚就生小孩子
今天睡在一起隔天就装做不认识的样子
可是有时候觉得其实也还好至少满足彼此最原始的需要而没有
新闻报导的为情所困杀人叫做情杀
为爱想不开自我了断叫做自杀
会有这种行为实在有够偏差
你自己不想活何苦伤心老妈妈
爱情面包还是分手吧
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有人认为死缠烂打就能在一起一辈子可是对方只想干15分钟一下子不要当爱情白痴这是两人世界的基本公式见好就拆
留下的回忆更美丽
是不是灰姑娘的故事现在已经不流行
所以别太纯情不要再骗自己
就算你有另一半你还是想要有一夜情
天涯何处无芳草
如果你是鲜花插在牛粪上也会臭
但是偏偏就有那么多旷世怨女靠妖：
他对我不起我和你没完没了
拜托莉莉不是都说：男人没有一个可以依靠
但是小郑回答：还是年轻女孩比较屌
就是一对狗男女所以和在一起搞
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老少配考验爱情对观众雪亮的眼睛也在考验
莉莉与小郑我~呸 ~
好啦好啦何必挑剔你就将就一点
生活中本来就会有存在的缺点
衣服我有好几柜穿来穿去还不那几件
宝贝最后我还不是会回到你身边你说贱不贱~
如果你不幸失恋那也没有关系反正你有F4陪你去看流星雨
总之现代人创造出来这个新时代伟大现代爱情
加上一大堆情歌爱情文艺偶像日剧人们着迷天真幻想流星花园
多么轰烈美丽但亲身体验后又承受不了真实爱情的打击....
啊?! .........又是一个失眠的夜里...
夜深人静有人翻来覆去...
一种酸酸甜甜的feeling...
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My teh-kwan-do!!

2008-03-15T08:45:00.000-07:00

children dont do this in your house..Koko been thru special traning~