random~~

So random these days... sleepless night... unlimited exams... so many things to do but STILL feel unproductive... DAMN! I think i missed something in my recent life, life is dull, no suprise and routine!

and... i didnt know that coming to NY will lost a lot of things, although Im not regret yet, but I cant stand no more when I miss those opportunities, life that back in Moorhead. First come first, MONEY!! damn... no money how to survive? Although i live exactly the same lifestyle as I did in Minnesota, but small jobs, those income that i earn in a semester was about 3000 dollars!! Its a huge diff and harsh life for me now to live withou that 3000 dollars..

SIghhh...live like a poor people since i came here... damn... after came here money issue become my biggest concern and always stress about >< account keep overdraft... sighhhhhhhhhh...and i really hate to call back and ask for money everytime >< feel so useless.....

anyway...went to Cheesecake factory one day, umm...after dunno how long didnt eat outside d... anyway, it was a good restaurent for cheesecake! lol

the other night went to bowling with a new friend Heidi, a korean American mix who learning chinese, it was super deal for bowling after certain hour for college students, it was kinda fun, too bad didnt take any pic~